19 Entry Nineteen

Oct 25, 2015

I made him angry. How could I do something so heinous? I made the nicest person I've ever met, mad at me.

The day started normally, I was doing my chores and studying as usual. Until I heard Gared start to shout. I was startled and decided to see what could have happened. It seems like one of Gared’s shirts had a large mark on it. The mark was shaped like an iron.

Knowing that it was my fault and not the maid’s I told Gared the truth. I apologized immediately but it seemed like that was not enough to pacify him. I felt a strong stinging pain on my cheek the second I apologized.

He must’ve been really mad to punish me. I understood, but when I looked up at him his face slowly changed to horror. He started to apologize and asked for forgiveness. He kept repeating the words “I’m sorry” and “I didn’t mean to” over and over again.

I didn’t understand why he was apologizing. I should have been the one saying sorry for ruining his shirt. It seemed like he really loved it, and it seemed expensive as well. Now he had to throw it away because of my mistake.

He only stopped apologizing when I told him that it was my fault and not his. He looked at me in wonder after that. I really can not understand how he thinks. It made no sense for him to be surprised when I only told him the truth. I hope he forgives me for what I've done. I won’t know what to do if he starts to hate me.

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