53 Habitual with what?

"I'm just like any other coldblooded beast, Jessica; I'm not worthy of you," Levi said in a trembling voice as he friutlessly tried to stop the tears.

Jessica, who was earlier very afraid to even look at the face of Levi, was struck hard with those tears. Her body moved on its own, and the next second she was hugging Levi while she was trying to coax him by saying, "Levi, please calm down! Who said you're not worthy of me? If you're not, then who else is? So what if you're a cold-blooded beast? If I'm the reason for you to cry like this, then I'm the one who is cold-hearted! I'm the one who might not be worthy of y-".

Jessica's words were stopped in the middle as Levi placed his hand on her mouth. "Please don't say that, Jessica! I can't hear the words where you try to degrade yourself for me!" He said it with slightly red eyes.