milk of that cow

first thing first I know three languages with my native language which I am bad in that one two so have high hopes for like my story because even the writer is disappointed with me. anyways my first name is Jamshid or the one who shine to be honest I question my parents for choosing that name so you don't have to.

this so let's get to meat of this story. I mean like my back story or better to say that time I messed up or better yet my actions that keeps me up at night and make question my existence.

long time a go my grandparents they animals like sheeps, cows and chickens as a child I used to live with them because both my mom and dad were super busy with work.

so as a child I used to (according to grandma) go sit under a cow and drink fresh milk from the cow no joke involved like it's children. now just imagine a five year old siting under cow drinking cow's milk. first of who let's an 5 year old drink straight up fresh from cow while thinking super cute and then what type of five year old drink straight fresh milk from the cow as if it's normal.