1 Helpless

while travelling on a bus in India, I was sitting in the front seat then suddenly a huge loaded truck came from the front and hit the bus. suddenly I opened my eyes, it was around midnight everyone was sleeping and the room was pitch dark. I was breathing heavily I guess due to that dream. I tried to move my leg so that I can stand and go to the bathroom, I wanted to pee, it was urgent😄. I felt that my body movements were not corresponding with the order of my mind. Every time I tried to stand I was just able to flip on my side, it was very scary, (ohh come on! wouldn't you be scared if at night you woke up and was not able to move? ). I tried my best but I failed every time 😣. it was very dark in the room so I was not able to see anything, and also an urgency to pee was increasing, and the next moment I thought I wet my pant. nooooo, wait! I really did that. it was as if the threshold of my bladder was decreased. with not able to move and on top of that with wet pant, I was scared that what's happening to me! am I still dreaming?. while trying to cope with this situation I tried to move my hand and leg with all my might. while doing so something hit my hand and the pain due to that, I can't express how painful it was! believe me or not but that was the worst pain in my entire life