maybe one more chance

-Jasmine Pov-

I was running unstable. I could hear someone coming towards me but she didn't look back. she just kept running, she saw a road, she ran towards it and she saw a flash coming towards me until it was about to hit me. "Aaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah"

she wakes up screaming again from another nightmare, but is it?. Well as you might have noticed, I've been living alone. I'm sure I was wet from sweating too much. Her forehead and her hair are completely soaked with sweat.

It feels like I've been showered with water and my eyes are burley from crying, she always has nightmares. I've tried doing therapy but it doesn't change a thing. That's why she sleeps only a couple hours but only with sleep medicine even though it doesn't change much.

she doesn't know much about her past since she had an 'accident' nor she knows what's my real name but she's sure she has been sleeping those past 14 years ago before she met her grandma. Jasmine doesn't know why she was sleeping all those years and who her real parents and background is. So yes that's one reason she wanted to sleeps

Even though she has insomnia And deep down there she knows that she is not brave enough to recall her past. So yes her 'Nightmare' could help her resolve the mystery behind her background. Because those few years back Jasmine figured out

So the nightmare can help solve it but those past few years back I figured out that they're not a nightmare but my past that I have forgotten and only when I sleep and put my guard down does my brain try to recall my past.

It's hard when I'm always scared to know about my past. Also the surname I have is the son's family who found me, she was a pretty good grandma and I missed her. The only person who knows about me and I trust with my life is Alexsis. She kinda knows that I don't remember much about my

past. The one and only Alexsis speaking of the devil I heard someone coming into my house. She's the only one that can come into my house since it's an automatic home so security is tight. I got up from my bed, i was wearing Crane & Tropical print satin pajama shorts and tops so i just put on before i leave my silky nightgown then grabbed the empty water bottle from the table and went out to check out alexsia. It's just a nickname I gave to her. Coming down from stairs i said

"Hey morning," I said to her. She just looked at me with wide eyes

"What do you mean morning? Do you even know what time it is? It's 3:30 am midnight"

"You couldn't sleep again?"

"ohh sorry i didn't check the time and yeah i couldn't sleep so i just wakeup" jazmine said

While going to the near fridge to fill my bottle with water.

" oh my lovely jaz are you still having nightmare" "i told you to come and live us, but u just so stubborn as always they're just my family so they're yours " she said whining while looking my eyes given me a gentle look

" Yes i know but Bubu you know i don't feel comfy around people and you have a lot brothers also i want my own space and you know that" " even though you guys won't hurt me i don't want to be a burden. Also we see eachother everyday." Jasmine said while given a shoulder hug before drinking her water that she was filling.

She looked at me and patted my head since she's taller than me than i heard Alexsia saying " ewww jazz for god Luna sake why your hair is wet get a shower eyes are puffy like you have been cutting onions all your life in order to cry " with disgusting face and load tone i looked her up alexsia is one of my favorite people in this world.

"Pffffffffffffff "

I spit out water on her face and started laughing my ass off. My bubu always makes me laugh. But her face that Jasmine spit out in her when she laughed was hilarious.

Alexsis: " ...….. "

Jasmine: " Pffffff "

" hahahhaha i just can't control my laugh anymore"

" EWWWW JAZZZZZ"

When Jasmine saw how Alexsis was getting annoyed she ran from her to the stairs.

Alexsis was stunned for a second before she saw jasmine running from her " Jazz just you wait you fluffy idiot, i'll get it to you next time"

When Jasmine heard this she just turned around sticking her tongue out playfully and started laughing when she heard "grrrrrr" from Alesis animal growling sound. I never asked but alexsis growling does sound like an animal but i never asked even though i make fun fro, her growling.

Going up to my room to take shower and get ready since today I'll be meeting a lot patient's. Getting in my room then opened the bathroom door took off my pajamas and getting in my shower closed the curtain.

Alexsis is my best friend {BFF} she is my BUBU and I love her. We've been friends since as long as I can remember!. We're super close. She's kinda like my family, well actually except for my granny who died 2 years ago. She found me when I was around 11 years old. You can say Granny was my superhero but now that name belongs to my BUBU. Alexsis is pretty or should I say ' Handsome' since she's interested in women in other ways you can say she's Lesbian Well that's her taste who cares as long she's happy we're happy I guess. Alexsis is softball towards me even though she acts as guardians.

Anyways Granny was the one who found me. She doesn't remember how she found me but she said something told her to go that road and she said when she found me near a big tree she said it was the biggest tree she has ever seen. Granny said " when I found you there was a lot flowers and butterflies around me and there was a big light shining top of me even thought it was a winter it felt that light was a sun, it was most beautiful sight I have ever seen"

Jasmine tried finding the big tree but it was no use. Grandma was coming from a funeral. It was when his son had died with his family so she was sad. They couldn't find her granddaughter's body. That's where I come in. She said god had pitted her and sent me to her since she will be becoming lonely in this world. So Yes, Jasmine isn't my real name. Anyway she used to help me from this ' Nightmares ' I don't know how but always her scent used to help me out a lot or by just hugging her remembering her makes my heart hurt.

Talking about my heart I figured out that I'm different from other people I've healing ability and some mental abilities even I have lightning ability I don't know how much it magnificent but I don't use it also I curve blood that's one reason I started working health department.

And my healing abilities it's useless since at least it couldn't help my grandma. I always healed my grandma but it becomes useless day by day if only I knew my background I'm sure I could have healed her.

Remembering granny makes me cry. I really do miss her every time I do.

Anyhow for now My name is Jasmine Smith. I took my granny son's daughter's name who has not been found yet and his last name since he died.

I live in California, I'm 24 year old. Jasmine works as a pediatrician mostly but Jasmine does do kids surgery, phlebotomist for my blood drinking desire but it's not like I need it always maybe each week 3-6 times.

Jasmine has really long silver and gold curly hair and my eyes are gold browny.

She's not fat nor slim but she has curves in the right places. You can say her bosoms are bigger than usual, having a slender waist makes her lower butt stand out.

I love my conditioner. It smells good remembering how my granny used to say I like how you smell.

Noticing that my eyes were watery from my crying and water running in my hair; that's when I decided to turn off the water and get out of the shower. Grabbing the towel near me and drying myself by putting on body lotion and some of my own oil moisture that I made for my hair it smells nice and butter cream curly so it won't damage the hair. In order they stay curly she comps with her fingers.

When she finishes she brushes her teeth quickly. She Came out of the bathroom.

Opening the closet trying to find something to wear for her work she grabs a white V neckline shirt with a gray skirt, then again opens the wardrobe in order to take out her set underwear.

When she puts on her bra you can see her nibbles coming out then she changes to a bigger one at least one that will hold her boobs in. " ahhh i forget i needed a bigger one this year again." she was showing a crying face without tears T_T.

" who cares now it's too late now". She said annoyingly and grabbed the shirt.