PROLOGUE

"Take care of yourself, boy..."

"Mommy will miss you, so eat your food properly and be a good boy..."

"Be strong big brother..... Because when I come back, I want you to play with me...ok..."

Happy and calming words of my father, mother, and sister. Made me who I am... I love them more than anything...

But then.....

"Aa.....aaa"

Everything changed in my life.....

That day, I lost everything I once loved...

I lost my family in a car accident, though I was saved because I wasn't there but...

... I wished, I would have been with them... At least in their last moments..... Our family would have been together...

' Big brother, why it was only us....'

"Aaa!!...."

I woke up from a horrible nightmare, though it has been three years since the accident... I still have nightmares of that day...

In those Nightmares, I always see my family before me dying, and no matter what I try to do... I can't save them.....

RING RING...RING...

As I was looking at a distant wall without moving and thinking about my nightmares, my empty eyes turned towards the Alarm Clock beside me...

"Haaa.... I am tired of this...."

I spoke as I looked at the ringing clock and moved to stop the noise...

After waking up, I walked towards my bathroom and brushed my teeth while looking at the other me or my reflection in the mirror.

I had big black marks under my eyes and I looked very tired and weak... It was as if a small breeze would be enough for me to lift me in the air and throw away...

After brushing my teeth, I walked towards my refrigerator and started to look around trying to fetch some leftover food from yesterday...

"Haa.... It seems I have to buy something on my way to school..."

I thought to myself as I looked at the empty refrigerator and just took a sigh...

"Ohh look at that there is some leftover bread..."

I said in a sarcastic tone to myself trying to lift my mood as I grabbed the last piece of bread inside and started to munch on it...

With a bread piece in my mouth, I walked inside the shower and had a bath, though the water was very cold making my whole body shudder...

After bathing I wore my uniform locked my apartment and left for school...

I currently live in an run down apartment provided to me by my father's relatives...After my family died, They took me in..... It was not like they cared about me or anything... They just took me in because of my family insurance money...

After they got the money they just gave me a room in this run-down apartment and always at the last of the month they sent me my school payment and my apartment payment..... They even don't give me money for my expenses...

"Haaa..."

With a heavy sigh, I walked towards my school and at the way I just bought something cheap to eat, with my leftover money...

"It seems I have to find a job...."

I thought to myself as I walked towards my school...

After my family's Car accident, I was very depressed, so much so that I dropped out of my pervious school...

After a year later, I decided to rejoin school again as I have to take care of myself on my own from now...but the allowance I got didn't let me get into a good school, so I had to be admitted into a less reputable school...SHINA HIGH GOVERNMENT SECONDARY SCHOOL, Short form SHG secondary school...

The worst school in this area when it comes to bulling and all...

"Hey, Jason! Dude you look as always weak...eat something man..."

Suddenly I heard someone calling my name..... Oh yes, I didn't tell you all my name right..... Well here you have I am Jason and the guy who called me is.....

"Who said you are much different than me Rick..."

The guy's name is Rick, he is the only friend I got here, well we both are loners...so we share same kind of interest after all We are the part of the society which easily fades away...

"Hey I look much better than you dude, I mean see yourself, you seem like you haven't eaten for days and what with these marks under your eye dude were you playing games again at night...."

"Well, I wasn't feeling like sleeping so yes I did play some games..."

"Damn you are one hack of a lucky guy dude, if it would be me then, my mother would have beaten me to death....."

"..."

"Aa.... I am sorry dude I didn't mean to....."

"No, it's ok... I know...."

I spoke sawing as if his words didn't hurt me but from inside... I was a complete mess...

"Hey look we are here come fast or we will be late for school..."

And as if Rick had read the room here, he tried to change topic and even though it didn't help much to me, I just nodded my head and walked faster with him...

...

"Yeah, you are right it was cool..."

"You saw it, I know it too...."

The voices of people talking to each other could be heard from everywhere as I walked inside my class 2-D, I came alone here as Rick's class was 2-C so he wasn't with me.

"Good morning....."

A girl said while she came running towards me I was surprised but when I saw her walking past me and hugging another friend of hers, my surprised look turned to normal as it was how it is with me...

No one in this class sees me as their friend..... I am just a stranger to them...Sigh...

I just took out a defeated sigh and walked towards my seat, I hung my bag at the side of my bench and sat down on my seat. Which was at the last in the last row... Even though my sitting position was like an MC my life was way different than one..... Heck, I didn't even have a window near my seat..... It was much further than my seat in the third last seat...

"Ohh.... Who we have here, you decide to show up bastard Jason..."

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