My contacts??

As his steps fade away my heart beats so fast that I could hear it..well what was that?!(confused) I took my steps and went to the room and couldn't stop thinking I thought about it the whole afternoon it was good, to be honest it was great....but I don't why something makes me doubt him..

Yeah afternoon passes so fast for the first time after my wedding at least I could be happy about that no doubts...I wanted to feel fresh so I took a shower which helps me clear my mind...After the shower I went down the kitchen to be frank I am still so hungry I didn't eat anything except that snack I took earlier..

Took out a plate in a hurry and put my dishes in it ...it was choice chicken roast I took it and went to television room but I couldn't stop thinking about that thing that happened in the morning so I just went to the balcony sat on the coach I knew its fancy its fancy for me too...I sat down grab the fog spoon and started eating it...it was just so delicious with very bite there was a crunch I had it all yummy my stomach is finally fully satisfied.. than I plan to drink some fruit wine and enjoy the air of the balcony so I grab the phone that was there in the table and give a called to one of the servants and he bought it up I smiled and thanked him he just stood there so I told him to leave me for some few minutes...He nodded and went back down..As I was enjoying the drink I suddenly felt so emotional reminiscing back to the memories with my beloved parents when we used to sit down at our terrace and drink wine and enjoy as I thought about it tears kept on falling down...I realise I did not get a call from my parents ever since I came here as the gangster wife...Many thoughts start to pop out in my head...At first I was just feeling like I have been abandoned and stuff but I realised my husband is a gangster with numerous murder...it took my peace away as I started to think about all this miserable truth or not thoughts I wipe my tears and ran down to room grab my phone and hurriedly type mom but her number was not there so I type again dad number not there!! there is something definitely wrong I thought and plan to called my relative and neighbours back there but all their numbers seems to be missing it frightened me and I was feeling miserable I knew the instant that it has something to do with William....