3 My transmutation I

I didn't understand why but I saw her happy and relaxed and I was still curious as I watched her leave; I woke up in a nice room and when I woke up suddenly I felt a headache as I said confused

Me: What was that all about, I guess it was just a dream -as I carefully got up I said to myself- 'calm down, let's take it easy, my name is...' -I stopped dead in front of the bathroom door- and said: now I'm settled, how could I forget my name?... this is absurd.

As I tried to calm down I decided to take a hot bath while I was relaxing and put sleep away from my mind, I almost fell asleep in the bathtub until I heard a voice whispering "Sapphire" instinctively I opened my eyes and looked for the voice but there was no one in the room and when I got out of the bathroom I said: "I'm not going to sleep.

Me: Is that my name?

In the dream I saw myself talking to myself, while the background was gray with stars and dim lights of many colors, then I went to a park where I saw a tall man and heard how he said 'Cedric' then from there I only heard the sound of the waves and that's when I woke up again, it was about 2:00 pm so I took the opportunity to leave the room while repeating what that girl said in the dream.

Me: my name is Amanda, and then that man named Cedric.

It made me feel more confused, while I located the kitchen despite being a somewhat small apartment I noticed that there was a lot of mess, boys clothes with shirts that translated to English said "aliens exist" and another one that said "I love UFOs" I just tried not to fall with the mountains of clothes and I noticed how the kitchen was a mess, which I hated it was a big mess so I decided to wash the dishes and prepare a nice lunch.

I noticed that I was lonelier than one and as I still felt like I didn't know who I was, Amanda or Sapphire, so I said

Me: The only way out of this mental chaos is to read my file.

So after eating and washing my plate I went into my room and looked in my room for my data and more about me; my name was really Amanda Casanova, I still didn't know why when I said my name I felt a pang in my chest and my skin was bristling.

I saw the pictures of my brothers who were twins, and I felt uncomfortable to see them but I didn't recognize them, not even my mother, what I did notice was that in all the pictures they were always together except me who was pushed away by them, so much was my curiosity that I looked for my cell phone and I saw that the pc was on but covered, so I opened it to try to remember more things.