Back To Reality

"Open your eyes"

"Open your eyes Caleb"

Caleb's eyes fluttered open as he heard the incessant beeping noise. Bright white lights flashed into his eyes. A woman in a white jacket with brown hair wrote something on her clipboard.

He was laying in a bed. He saw the machines reading his heart rate, pulse, and everything else. He was in the hospital.

How did he get here?

When did he get here? Was it all a dream? A nightmare? His body felt sore.

Nope, it was real.

"You've been out for a while." The woman said with a smile.

Caleb felt the bile rise in his throat. "I'm-" he tried to warn the woman who grabbed a pink basin and placed it. It in front of him in the nick of time as he vomited up all the contents in his stomach.

"Good boy." The doctor said as the nurse came into the room. The nurse rubbed Caleb's back gently. "Let it out." She whispered. He puked a few more times before his stomach calmed down. The effects of withdrawal.

The nurse gave Caleb a toothbrush and some electrolytes.

"I'm glad you've made it back this way." The nurse said with a warm smile. She wore purple scrubs. Caleb nodded as h lay back in his bed as the nurse took away his vomit bucket.

"How long have I been here?" He asked.

"Two weeks." The nurse said seeing Caleb's confusion. It had felt like just yesterday he was still in captivity.

"Let me get your mom." the nurse said leaving Caleb alone. "Wai-" Caleb tried to say. He didn't want to see anyone.

A woman wearing fashionable clothing, a designer dress, and a matching blue bolero, walked in to the room. "Caleb" she cried seeing he was ok. She caressed his face pulling him into a hug.

"I'm ok mom." He reassured her. He put on his brave face. He didn't want her to worry. He was technically ok. He could be dead right now.

Mrs. Johnson cried tears of joy. The doctors had told her about Caleb's injuries and how he was full of illegal substances. Caleb had arrived at the hospital 2 weeks ago. They had been weaning him off the illegal substances that his captors had given him. His body was put into a medical coma.

"Where's dad?" Caleb asked wondering why he wouldn't be here.

"He's always working hun." His mom made excuses.

The truth was that the police had disclosed reports to the governor of what had happened to his son in captivity and how he suffered sexual trauma. The governor couldn't bring himself to come down to look at his son in those conditions. The governor even made the police seal their records and even redacted certain statements. It was embarrassing.

Caleb felt tears well up as his father couldn't even be bothered to see him. After all, he had been through he couldn't stop being a politician for one second. Caleb pushed the tears back not wanting to cry in front of his mother.

"It's okay." Caleb acknowledge. "I'll see him when I come home on Christmas break."

A staff member entered Caleb's hospital room bringing him a tray of food. "Why don't you try to eat something." She insisted.

Caleb nodded and before he could pick up his spoon his mother was feeding him like he was royalty or a degenerate not capable.

Caleb ate the bland hospital food.

"Mom you don't have to feed me. I'm fine." He protested.

His mother was just happy to see her son alive. she thought she wouldn't be seeing him again. She only had one child.

She ran her fingers through Caleb's disheveled hair. Caleb shudder involuntarily as his memories of Max touching his hair and assaulting him flashed in his mind

"I'm sorry hun." His mother whispered seeing the horror on Caleb's face.

Caleb blinked returning to reality. "I'm fine." He said. "I'm fine." He tried to convince his mother.

Their moment was interrupted when she came through the door tears in her eyes. "Caleb." She said. Her brown hair flowing as she ran towards him hugging him tightly.

"Natalie," Caleb said smelling her scent. She smelled like lavender.

Natalie kissed Caleb on the lips. She was so worried she thought he would be killed.

"Oh, God." I was so worried." She cried. Natalie and Caleb met at the university at the Christian youth foundation. They'd been dating for 6 months. Mrs.Johnson cleared her throat.

"Oh, Mrs. Johnson." Natalie blushed feeling awkward.

"Hi Natalie." Mrs. Johnson said with a smile.

"I'll give you guys sometime." She said as she left the room to call her husband to give him an update.

"Are you ok?" Natalie asked Caleb.

"Yes," Caleb smiled. "Just give me a kiss." Caleb said with a smile. He needed her kiss because Max's lips, he could still feel them and he didn't want to.

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Caleb woke up in the middle of the night. He was still in the hospital. Sometimes he felt like he'd magically wake up still in Max's bed.

The machines beeped and all was quiet. The doctors wanted one more day of observation and then they would release him to go home. He would also see a therapist to help with post-trauma. He didn't have any trauma. He was ready to get back to normal. He shifted in his bed. He knew why he had awoken.

His body was filled with desire and needed release. The thing between his legs throbbed.

He pulled the covers back and his hospital gown was visibly poked out revealing his hard dick. A circular spot of wetness clearly visible showing his desire.

Caleb reached on the side of his hospital bed. The nurse had given him Vaseline for his skin. He opened the blue top on the bottle and put a small amount in his hands. He pulled his hospital gown up and touched his achy member.

"Mmm," he whined as he stroked himself. Giving himself the pleasure he needed. He needed more than just his hand he felt the need to be filled. Caleb got more into his pleasure session. He closed his eyes and moved his hip as his hands brought him closer to his peak.

His lips parted as his moans got louder. His

mind going back to those moments. He could see Max's deep brown eyes looking at him. He could feel him touching him. Caleb pumped his cock faster bringing himself to his release with a loud moan "ahhh" he whined as his seed spewed over his dick onto his hands making a mess. He opened his eyes satisfied with the release but horrified that he thought of that man. The man that had hurt him beyond repair. Beyond anything, he had experienced before. The man that had forced him to break his vow to Natalie.

"No, no, no" Caleb whispered to himself. He was not going to have these feelings. It was weird. He was not going to be weird.

"Please leave me alone." He whispered to those memories in his head.

"Just leave me alone."