6 Shit ...... the lotus

... the atmosphere was charged, everything around Abby had become a bubble, the fact that at a time like this having released his feelings made him weird, it would be wrong to say that he felt sorry for himself but the feelings of shame, uncertainty and emotion hovered around him as legible as water.

It felt like his last mischief at home, yes, other times his male friends had slept at home because of a pajama party or after seeing a horrible horror movie or maybe like that time Matias ended up passed out after drinking from. more on her last birthday ... but no, it wasn't the same this time her parents weren't aware of it and that made her feel like a bad girl hiding sweets under the sofa. It was not the first time that Nadier stayed home to sleep, it could be said that that had already happened many times, such as when he had to leave early for school or when he fixed the car until the wee hours or even on orders from Abby's father to guard the house when he was away on business.

But today it was different, he would sleep in Abby's room to keep her company and comfort her a little. Or at least that was what he had in mind ..

although neither of them could avoid the adrenaline that circulated through one unknown reason around his veins.

They crossed the large living room in silence while Abby pretended to observe in detail the new decorations that Mandy had placed this week, noting little things that at first glance seemed not important but had sentimental value, Abby smiled noting that they were not new but that they were things repaired, the small vase in the center of the coffee table in the middle of the elegant brown leather armchairs was obviously glued, it had been that same vase that 7 years ago in his first rebellious and adolescent tantrum he threw out a window when he brought Craff home and her father said he did not want the flea pooch hanging around his house, on the brown leather were hundreds of colored cushions that Abby used as a child to play in her own world and jump from here to find, the elegant carpet too It had been replaced by a rubber one with the alphabet and the numbers from 1 to 10 ... the same one in which many years ago her father and she sat without shoes cough to do homework and tell secrets ...

Was this the way her parents said goodbye to her, did they try to make her cry like a cupcake before walking through the door?

Abby smiled and obvious everything to avoid crying more, had already been crying enough for this day right?

Nadier, perhaps realizing Abby's need for a car ... to free himself went ahead to the kitchen ... for a glass of water It's stupid no ...- Always looking to look happy when you really want to cry- Nadier whispered, being too far away for Abby to hear him

"I'll be upstairs," said Nadier, walking down the hall to start getting lost in the stairs, but April caught up with him before he reached the top. . . . .

Abby _once upstairs .. my hand on the doorknob hesitant to enter and find a pile of boxes waiting to be closed and stacked _ But plans do not always go as expected, not to the surprise of both Rafa was sitting in the armchair on the terrace looking at the ground while the breeze ruffled her damp blondes ... internally Abby was grateful that the sliding doors were closed and gestured to Nadier to hide in the closet who rolled her eyes and snorted in marked annoyance before obeying.

For her part, Abril turned on the light in her room and let the door fall with force making a noise, obviously, that caught the attention of Rafa who quickly got up and positioned himself in front of the glass, signaling to open it but was olympically ignored by the same who acted as If he hadn't seen it, he flopped down on the bed and lazily took off his shoes to rest his tired feet on the white bear rug that covered the entire floor of his room, for his part a bit exasperated Rafael then hit the glass looking for attention in vain, instead abby changes into her pajamas that she always leaves under the pillow She slapped the air twice and the lights went out, huis she really loved the sound system, like a crab I walk back to get inside the duvet and sleep ... at the moment something her head was vibrating, she got up looking for that interrupted her feigned sleep, with a slightly frowned eyebrow she notes that it is the lotus fish tank

-FUCK THE TELEPHONE !!!! -

in the dark he put his hand and managed to get it out but when he touched the viscous and disgusting screech and ran in the direction of the bathroom to wash his hands ...

when he left the bathroom he reflexively directed his gaze to the balcony and I just noticed that it was raining not very hard, Rafa turned his gaze who looked like a wet puppy and with anger pointed to the door at thethat Abby just shook her head and was going to "go back to sleep" but I notice how Rafael hit his hand against the railing and then jumped like a monkey in fire while holding his hand

- ARE YOU OK? -

She left without thinking twice, immediately regretting seeing how Rafael's cheeky face formed a smile

Fuck of curse you pretended it - pissed off by how stupidly stupid she had been, she got ready to go in quickly and close again but Rafael was faster and taking her by the elbow he pulled her towards him hugging her from behind for a few seconds they both remained silent in that position but Anger took over Aby's system

-Why she ?

-Abby .. I really ..

-You know that , you do not say anything, i do not want to listen to you, get out of here please leave me alone in peace -

in a sudden movement he gives her an elbow in the stomach causing him to release her and hold her stomach for time that Abby took the opportunity to lock herself in her room again and draw the curtain ...

I still saw Rafael's leftover but at least not his stupid face ... wanting to throw it all away, he dropped on the bed and just when he was about to scream Nadier came out of the closet and hugged him from behind

-I'm here for you Abby ...