54 your turn

✨Andi✨

"Take off your clothes" Yuri commanded. Chills ran down my spine at his words while his breath was fanning my skin.

I'm stronger than this. Those words repeated in my head like a mantra. Who was I trying to convince? The man I longed to touch, kiss, and embrace was in front of me, naked!

"Andi" he kept using my name. Why does it hurt so bad? It cut deeper than a flesh wound in my chest, as if someone was stabbing my heart repeatedly. I know I deserve his anger, he should loathe me for leaving him for the nth time. "Do you need help?"

My head snapped in his direction and I regretted it instantly. His eyes, they were blazing jade gems, the gold strands in them were glowing under the dimmed light of the shower booth. They were burning with emotions, as if a storm so powerful it could cover the entire state of Nevada was swirling inside them.

"W-why are y-you doing this?" ugh... Why am I stuttering?!