40 Chapter 40

ME: "You can do as many tests as you want but please stop bothering us. I don't want my child to grow up with a monster."

Kai: "I can't promise you that princess. Even if the child is mine I still own you."

He said while barring his face in my neck inhaling my smell.

ME: "Kai please try to understand that I am not some property that you can take when ever you feel like it. I am human and I can make my choices in life."

I could tell that Kai was getting angry at me as his grip on my waist started to press harder on my skin. He was about to say something when Soo-ah again started crying.

ME: "It's ok my love I will feed you some milk in a minute baby."

I said and I tried getting up but I couldn't becouse of Kai.

ME: "Kai can you please let go of me and leave so I can feed her?"

Kai: "There is no need for that. You can still feed her while sitting here."

I had no choice but to feed Soo-ah here infront of Kai. I was a bit shy but I got all of the courage and pulled my shirt up and started feeding Soo-ah. I felt soft kisses on my shoulder that started giving me shivers down my spine.

ME: "Kai please stop."

Kai: "Sshhh don't disturb her."

*2 days later*

Me and Soo-ah moved in with Kai because I was forced and of course it wasn't by my choice. Kai already took a test to prove that it's his child and now he is just waiting for the result even though I already know what the paper will say but he just doesn't want to believe me. I was in the living room watching some Kdrama while Soo-ah was with Angela. I heard the front door open and I saw Kai walking inside while holding what seemed to be a letter.

Kai: "The results are here princess."

He said and I just stood there on the couch not really caring. I was fully relax since I already know the answer of the result.

Kai: "You seem very relax."

ME: "of course I am. I know who is the father of my child."

I said and looked away from him back to the TV. I could hear the ripping of the paper which means that Kai is opening the letter to see the result.

Kai: "It says...that I am 99.9% the father of Soo-ah..."

I finally stood up from the couch and looked him who was clearly shocked. I won't lie but this was the first time I have seen him with a different expression.

ME: "Congratulations you finally found out you have a child."

Kai: "I am so happy."

He said and hugged me but I pulled away from the hug.

ME: "You are happy? Why are You so happy? You was going to kill that child not once but twice. And you are happy after some black and white paper told you that you have a child."

Kai: "Y/N I-"

ME: "It's good that you know you have a child. But since you wanted YOUR child dead I will make that wish come true. Me and Soo-ah are leaving. It was nice while it lasted."

I said and I was about to walk away but Kai once again stopped me by pulling into a back hug.

Kai: "I know I did bad in the past and that I nearly killed our child and I am truly sorry. I want to build a family with you and now that I got a child from you I don't want to lose you both. I love you Y/N...I really do"

I felt something wet on my shoulder and then I heard Kai completely break down. He regrets it a lot...

ME: "fine I will give you one lost chance. To be a good father and a good husband."

Kai: "Thank you Y/N I promise I won't disappoint you. I love you"

ME: "I-I love you too"