19 Chapter 19

Kai walked towards me but I walked backwards until I reached the bed making me fall on it. I continued to crawl backward on the bed as Kai was getting closer to me. He grabbed both my ankles and pulled me towards him. I was really scared of him. He is not a human...he is a monster.

Kai: "Don't back away from me princess I won't hurt you."

He said with a soft voice while he was looking straight in my eyes. He looked away and unchanged my ankle.

Kai: "I have changed my mind to not keep you in the basement but instead I will keep you close to me. Go and take a shower I will wait for you."

He said with a soft voice again which made me really freak out as he is not the soft type. I did as he said and when to take a shower. After showing I realised that I don't have any clothes with me to change into. I wrapped a towel around my body and walked to the door. I opened it slightly to see if he was in the room but I didn't find him which made me happy and at the same time gave me a chance to leave this room. I fully walked out of the bathroom back into the room and started walking towards the door. I was about to reach the door knob but my movement stopped as that voice spoke behind me.

Kai: "I didn't say you can leave the room."

I could now hear the change of voice as this time it was different from that soft voice. This time it was his usual voice, it was that harsh tone of voice. I turned around and looked at him while holding my towel tightly for it not to fall. He walked closer towards me making me touch the door behind me. He leaned towards me. He looked at me in the eyes and then he moved towards my lips.

Kai: "I want to taste them...but...I won't force you princess. I will wait until the wedding and then I can have you all."

He said while again looking at my eyes. He moved away from me and walked to the closet. After a while he game back with some clothes on his hands and he handed them to me. I slowly took them and again walked into the bathroom to change. It was just a t-shirt and some shorts and I thought that I looked cute so i was happy with the outfit. I left the bathroom only to see Kai sitting on the bed while looking at his phone. It didn't take long for him to notice me and as soon as he did he put his phone away and stood up. He walked towards me and grabbed my hand and said.

Kai: "Let's go."

His voice was very soft which shocked me very much and his face was also different as if i was looking at a completly different person. I looked at him confused and replayed.

ME: "Where are we going?"

Kai: " To have breakfast of course."

He then pulled me and we went downstairs to have food. I honestly wasn't hungry but I still went downstairs. Kai sat down on a chair and I was about to sit down as well but Kai stopped me.

Kai: "Don't sit there... sit here."

He said while tapping his lap telling me to sit on him. I didn't move at all as I just stood there frozen no wanting to sit on his lap.

Kai: "Princess I am being nice to you today so please don't make me angry. I am sure you don't want a punishment for not listening to me."

As soon as he said that those stupid rules of his came to my head and that made me sit on his lap. As soon as i sat down Angela walked into the room with food. She places the food on the table in front of us and then she left the room. I was really uncomfortable sitting on his lap but I didn't want to make him mad. He took the spoon and then he moved it towards my lips.

Kai: "Eat it."

ME: "I-It's okay I-I can eat on my own."

I said and then I tried to take the spoon bit he moved it away from me.

Kai: "I said eat it."

He again said and this time I listened to him. I was just really scared that he will put me in that basement again. And now that I think about it I really want to know more about those pictures that I saw in that room. To be honest I feel like a baby, first he gives me rules to follow as if I am in some kind of a school and then he gives me a punishment for doing something wrong and how he is feeding me. I never knew that I would have a life like that. I finished eating and then I tried to get up but his arms circled my waist to keep me in one place.

Kai: "I have some work to take care of today princess. I have made a couple of orders such as the wedding dress and make up and all that for you. The wedding is tomorrow and I know that you will look baeutiful no matter what."

Wait what? Tomorrow? But that was not even a week.

ME: "B-but it h-hasnt b-been a week yet."

I was looking down as I didnt want to face him.

Kai: "I know I just can't wait to be able to call you my wife. And since you have caused so much trouble lately I decided to change the day for tomorrow."

He then let my waist go and then I took the chance to stand up from him. He stood up after me and again grabbed my hand and pulled me along with him. We walked into his office and then he took out the marriage papers. I don't thing that anyone understands how badly I want to burn those papers. He put the papers in front of me and hand a pen. I know that life is hard and that we all make mistakes but what have I even done to deserve this? I always wanted a calm life but I guess that God wasn't happy with my wish. I took the pen from him and I moved towards the papers. Those papers are the doors to hell. My hand was shaking due to the fact that I didn't want to put my signature on those black and white papers. Those papers that will brake my life more then it is now. Those papers that will for sure cause the tears in my eyes to fall. And those papers...that will lead me to my death. I signed the papers with my teary eyes and then I looked down. I could feel that Kai was very close to me.

Kai: "Good job princess."

He said and then he kissed my head.

Kai: "Now let's go I have to leave soon."

He said as he once again pulled me by my hand to somewhere. We again ended up in his room and he told me to sit on the bed and I did. I felt like crying as he again chained my ankle and then he kissed my head again and left to the room. As soon as he was out of the room my tears left my eyes.

ME: "Why do i have to live a life like this? What did i ever do wrong? WHY?! WHY ME?!"

I was crying so hard as I couldn't take it anymore. I just want to be free. Due to my crying I didn't even hear the door open and then I felt a warm hug making me calm down a little.

ME: "Why do i have to suffer like that? Am I that bad?"

I couldn't really stop crying as all those question that were looking for answers were still making me cry.

???: "I am sorry Y/N. I am sorry that I can't do anything to help you. I myself am scared to go against boss. The only thing I can do for you is pray."