Chapter 15

Just hearing that name made my blood boil. Kai just looked at me and then he left without saying a word. I sat down on the bed and suddenly all of the memories hit my head. I didn't realise that I was crying until my tears dropped on my leg making it wet. I whipped my tears away and I made my way to the living room know that I am gonna end up see him but I have to face him becouse sooner or later we will face each other. I walked down the stairs and I could hear Jay talking. I stopped my tracks after hearing his words.

Jay: "I care for her a lot! Why you keeping her away from me? Let me see her!"

He was shouting at Kai as I knew that it was just both of them in the living room.

Kai: "I am warning you Jay! Don't make me angry! Stay away from her or else...!"

I don't want to let this continue so I walked into the living room and looked at Jay straight in the eyes.

Jay: "Y-Y/N!

Jay was about to approach me but Kai stopped him.

Kai: "Don't test me Jay, I was not joking about what I said so stay away from her!"

I was a bit confused as to what he means that I ignored it.

ME: "Why are you here?"

I asked him while still looking at him. Anger was clear in my voice as I spock.

Jay: "D-did y-you cry?"

I seemed a bit shocked while looking at me. Jay used to know me so well back then and it seems that he can still guess that I have cried. After he asked me that Kai looked at me.

ME: "I asked you a question!?"

I crossed my arms again my chest and still stood still while looking at him. He walked away from Kai and he approached me. Suddenly he hugged me and said.

Jay: "I missed you so much. I can't thinking about you ever since that day. I am truly sorry Y/N."

I could tell that his voice was shaky as he was speaking and then I felt my top getting wet. I knew he was crying. I looked towards Kai who was death glaring us. I slightly pushed Jay away from me.

Jay: "Y/N Can we talk please? I really want to talk to you."

After Jay saying that my eyes shifted from him to Kai. I could tell that Kai wasn't happy about me being alone with Jay but I had to make thing clear with Jay so then this will be all over.

ME: "Let go to the garden then, but I will only give you 10 minutes."

I started walking towards the garden and i could feel Jay behind me following me. I could also feel Kai's strong gaze. Both me and Jay sat in the sofa in the garden.

ME: "Talk."

I gave a command for him to say what he has to say. He looked at me with so much sadness in his eyes and his tears were already sliding down on his cheeks.

Jay: "I know that you hate me and I know that I deserve your hate but I am really sorry for everything."

I looked at him and said.

ME: "Do you think that your sorry can fix everything that happened in the past? All those hateful words you said to me, my family...my health? Your sorry is useless."

More tears kept sliding down his eyes but I didn't care as I really wanted to see him in pain. It might not be the same pain I felt but it's still something.

Jay: "I know that my sorry can't fix everything but I just want you to know that I changed."

He grabbed my hands in his and continued looking at me.

Jay: "Y/N that day after school I wanted to apologise to you for being such an idiot. I knew that I did wrong by listening to someone else and I really regret it."

I could tell that he meant those words but I still hate him.

Jay: "I went to your house to see you and say sorry but then I saw many people were standing in front of your house. A dead body was taken out of your house and I really thought that I lost you."

ME: "S-stop it"

I started shaking due to those memories coming back.

ME: "STOP IT!"

Jay: "Y/N calm down. What's wrong?"

The memories kept popping in my head as if it was just yesterday. I covered my ears with my shaky hands and screamed.

ME: "PLEASE STOP! AAAHHH!"

Suddenly everything went black but before I fainted I heard an unfamiliar voice.

???: "CALL A DOCTOR!"