13 Chapter 13

It was already 8pm and I was a bit hungry so I decided to go to the kitchen to make myself something to eat. I walked down the stairs and past the living room but I got stopped by a very familiar voice.

Kai: "Oh, princess there you are. Come and meet my friends."

I turned and looked at him and I slowly walked into the living room. I was walking while looking at the floor and then I looked at the boys in the living room one after another.

???: "Y/N!!"

Someone said my name and my eyes looked at that person. He slowly stood up from the sofa and looked at me shocked. Everyone's attention was towards the man who called my name. I just looked at him with anger and in my eyes as I already knew that it was him. It made it so clear to me, no wonder why his name and face was familiar.

???: "Y-you...you are alive.!!!"

He just kept in looking at me shocked but my eyes never left his as anger just kept on building inside me.

Chris: "Do you know each other, Jay?"

All the boys looked at him confused. I broke the eye contact and started leaving towards my room as I didnt want to see that person anymore.

Jay: "Y/N wait!"

He ran towards me as he kept on calling my name. I just ignored him and continued on walking forwards. I walked in my room and as I was about to close the door he pushed it open and walked inside while closing the door behind him.

ME: "Get out."

I said in a low voice that was full with anger. He just kept looking at me with shock and guil that was clearly written in his eyes.

ME: "I SAID GET OUT!!"

I screamed at him as I couldn't hold my anger in.

Jay: "Y/N listen to me I am sorry for--"

I cut him off before he continued.

ME: "I DON'T WANT TO LISTEN TO ANYTHING YOU HAVE TO SAY TO ME! GET OUT AND LEAVE ME ALONE!"

I was losing control, my anger kept on building inside of me as memories continued on coming back. The memories that I want to forget so badly, the memories that left me in so much pain, the memories that kill me everytime I think about what happened.

Jay: "Y/N I know I did wrong, okay? I am truly sorry. I am just so glad that you are alive."

He said as he started to walk towards me trying to hug me but I pushed him away. I could see tears in his eyes and there was also happiness showing.

ME: " NO DON'T TOUCH ME, HOW CAN YOU LAY YOUR HANDS ON ME AFTER WHAT YOU DID, HUH!!"

I was completely out of control. My chest kept on moving up and down as my breathing was getting heavy due to all the anger I was holding inside of me.

ME: "I DON'T WANT TO HEAR ANYTHING ELSE THAT YOU HAVE TO SAY! GET OUT OF HERE! GET OUT OF MY LIFE!"

I was screaming my lungs out. My vision become so blurry as tears were leaving my eyes.

Jay: "Y-Y/N calm down!"

He again started walking towards me trying to make me calm down but it wasn't working.

Jay: "I know I did so much wrong things towards you and I am really sorry. Please forgive me."

His tears were rolling down his cheeks while still looking at me with so much sadness.

ME: "You know? WHAT DO YOU KNOW JAY!? DO YOU KNOW WHAT YOU DID TO ME! DO YOU KNOW WHAT I WENT THROUGH! YOU KNOW NOTHING SO SHUT UP!"

I screamed at him and I took the nearest thing to me and I threw it at him but I missed. The vase that I threw towards him hit the wall that was behind him and broke into hundred of pieces.

Not even 30 seconds and all the boys came in the room. They looked at the floor only to see a broken vase then they looked at us. ME and Jay didn't pay attending to them as we just kept on looking at each other.

ME: "I hate you...I HATE YOU SO MUCH!!"

I screamed so loud as I closed my eyes due to the pain I started to feel in my head.

Chris: "Y/N come down, everything is gonna be fine just calm down."

Chris sounded worried but I just ignored him and continued to look at Jay.

Jay: "Y-Y/N I-I-I love you please forgive me!"

He was a crying mess just like I was.

ME: "Love? You love ME? STOP LYING! YOU SAID IT YOURSELF REMEMBER!! YOU SAID THAT I MEAN NOTHING TO YOU SO WHY ARE YOU SAYING THAT RIGHT NOW?!"

The boys just kept on looking at us confused as to what we was talking about.

Kai: "Get him out."

Suddenly Kai said out of no where and the boys did as he said. Chris was trying to calm me down and the other boys were trying to take Jay out of the room.

Jay: " NO Y/N I AM SORRY PLEASE LET ME TALK TO YOU PLEASE."

Jay was trying to get away from the boys as he was still shouting my name. After the boys took Jay out of the room Chris approached me and hugged me.

Chris: "Its okay Y/N. Everything is gonna be fine just calm down."

I just hugged him back and let everything out. Little did I know that someone was still in the room looking at me and Chris who were still hugging each other.

ME: "I hate him, I hate him with all my heart!"

I continued to cry which increased the pain I my head and soon everything went black.

CHRIS POV:

Suddenly Y/N's hold weakened and I looked at her and I saw that she fainted. I picked her up bride style and put her on the bed. She looked like a mess. I looked towards the door to see Kai who was standing there for some time and he just kept looking at Y/N.

Chris: "How do you thing the know each other?"

I asked while looking back at Y/N.

Kai: "I don't know but whatever Jay has done to her... I will find out and when I do there might be consequences.