9 That's Mean

That's Mean

Omo, omo. Did I just say that. Really! O-h-m-y-g-o-d this was the end for me. What really came to my mind to say those things to him.

It was because I was carried away and didn't think enough what words to blurt out and comment.

And I am really a dead meat!

"Hey! I'm asking you. What did you just say about me?" He was so persistent to talk it about.

I was covering my mouth with my both hands to avoid from speaking nonsense.

What should I do? No way! No way! No way!

"Did you just say that no girl can resist my sex appeal and I'm so handsome". He repeatedly uttered while staring at me.

And I felt like I'm gonna collapse in an instant because I felt ashamed about what I just said.

"I-I t-think you have your own charm Sir Hans that's why I said those words and besides you're a Robinson".

This all I can do. Lying and defending myself not to be caught by my own mouth. I'm so stupid for not telling what I felt because I can't still deny the fact that he was my Boss and I'm just his plain personal maid. That was the stigma while I'm still working here in this mansion.

"I see". He shortly replied and went back to his room. He was a little disappointed because of that lies I said and I felt like he was not annoyed or angry. He was sad. That's what I'm feeling.

To someone like me, I was just a maid who worked here because I needed to spend money to continue my education and helped my parents. And I still couldn't deny it that this label was all but a mere fact.

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I was lying in my bed and I can't sleep thinking about what happened earlier. She was right because I'm a Robinson and they should like me.

I was bringing this name and with this name they will like me no matter what. Then, in the end they will like leeches who will use me and if I'm not useful to them they will abandon me like nothing happened.

Fuck them! That's why I didn't build such shit relationship because of what had happened during my high school years. I began to distance myself from people because as long as I am a Robinson. They will use me and will show evil motives in approaching me.

That annoying maid was right and those three girls were the same. They liked and admired me because of what I had and I am a Robinson after all.

Early morning,

I was having a breakfast and this annoying maid was serving my tea. Everytime I will look at her. She was still annoying.

"Enjoy your breakfast Sir Hans". She uttered with her smiling face.

"Annoying!" I irritably said.

She was like those people who will use me because I'm her boss and she pretended to be a kind maid. I knew she was using me and I should stop that.

I had to plan again how to eliminate this annoying maid. I will kick her out in this mansion and I will get my freedom.

After breakfast, I went to school driving my car. We were all heading in the university's coliseum. We were having this welcome ceremony for all freshmen in New Heights. Thomas and I seated at the last row and the ceremony had started.

All the professors, the deans and even the university's president were present. I saw this girl who bumped me seated next to Mrs. McGregor then I heard from the girl seated in front of me that she was the freshmen's batch representative and she will be delivering her speech.

What was her name again? I can't recall and like I'm interested with her.

After awhile, she was giving her speech. Everyone was impressed on how she looked, her demeanor as a woman and how she attracted boys with her feminine and classy gestures. Most girls showed envy on her because she was one of a certified university beauty.

"Hey Bro, you know what in the survey in university's most beautiful girl. She was the number one. That's famous of her". Thomas whispered in my ears because the coliseum was full of noises.

I didn't reply a thing to him. It was just I'm not interested in romance at all. And I didn't see myself being with a girl because they were all like my mom. Who used to leave without saying a goodbye.

Mrs. McGreagor was an attention seeker out of all the professor because of her bad-mouthed attitude. She was giving her message to all business students and she was our Dean also.

She's an intelligent dean despite of her bad-mouthed attitude. She's not the usual university professor. She's more of these crazy stuffs. She was always calling us assholes and bitches. Everyone was afraid of her because she had this high pitch voice.

After the welcome ceremony for us freshmen. Our class was suspended this afternoon, I looked my wristwatch and it was ten fifty-six in the morning. So we went to the university's cafeteria to have some snacks.

I was eating my favorite lasagna until these three girls from yesterday appeared in front of me. Thomas was not here because he went to the comfort room.

Well then! I will clean this mess he made and started.

"Hi Hans! There's a new open cake shop near in New Heights. Would you like to come with us and buy some?" This small sized girl again was their spoke person.

I didn't like her confidence. It was irritating like my annoying maid always did.

I grind my teeth and made a deep sigh so as wore my insulting smile in front of them.

"You can go and buy some cake without me. Don't make any fuss such us nuisance". I harshly responded to her offer.

"What did you just say?" One of the three girls was shocked after hearing that from me.

"If you think I'm interested to girls like you. Then, you have mistaken. I don't like girls who's height is below five feet. I don't like girls who bring bouquet of flowers and I don't like girls who give me chocolate because I don't like eating chocolate. So, it's time for you to stop hallucinating that I will like you".

That's brutal but I am being honest. All I said were all true.

They stared at me like they were about to cry because I had hurt their feelings and besides they had their egos.

"If you think we are like that then we won't insist ourselves to someone heartless like you. You scumbag!" She couldn't control her emotions and bursted out with those words.

Well! I don't feel anything because I am not a scumbag and I am being honest to them.

"Let's go girls. We made a big mistake of approaching that heartless guy".

They went away in front of me and I enjoyed eating my favorite lasagna.

After awhile, Thomas arrived and he can sense that something happened.

"Did you talk to someone while I was not here?" He doubtly asked.

"I was alone". I shortly replied.

In fact I had clean his mess and I thought they will not trouble me anymore because I already stopped their ambiguous intentions towards me.

And it was a good idea if I will do that to that annoying maid. I had came up with a great idea how to kick her out in my life.

And I will regain my freedom from now on.

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I am so happy that tomorrow, I can go home. It was my day off so I can see parents after of two weeks working here.

I am so excited to the extent, I'm humming a happy song while serving my boss his dinner.

"Stop that! That's irritating!"

I knew his harsh but slowly I was used to it. Everyday I heard he said annoying so it was like a normal thing to me.

"I'm just happy Sir Hans because I can go home tomorrow and I can see my parents after two weeks of working here". I knew he won't be happy if I shared my happiness but I knew one day it will radiate to him.

"Really? Then, I will live peacefully here without you around. I hope you won't ever return".

"It's a big No! No! No! Sir. It was just a two days off and after that I will come back".

"Annoying!" He said while eating his dinner.

"You know what Sir Hans. Even we're poor. We take good care of each other and we really love each other. My mom was so tender and my dad was so understanding. I couldn't ask for a parent like I had".

"You said you have a caring and loving parents right?"

"Yes Sir Hans they really love me".

"T-tttt! If they really love you but why are you here? Why are you working as a maid? What kind of love is that and what kind of parents are they?"

I couldn't process that and that was so cruel. I knew he was grumpy but I never thought that he insulted my parents.

I forced a smile and controlled my tears to fall.

"I know that you didn't like me as your personal maid and you can insult me all you want Sir Hans but not my parents. That's very mean and I never thought that you could be that ruthless".

After that, I made my exit and went inside my room. I knew he didn't like me as his maid but he can't say that and question my parents love for me. He can't insult my parents because he didn't know our story, our hardships and everything my family went through.

I let myself to cry and those controlled tears fell from my eyes. That was very harsh and he was heartless. He lacked the love of his parents but he can't insult my parents like that.

I cried while hugging my pillow and this was so painful because I couldn't confront him or taught him a lesson because of this stigma between us. I never thought that he can speak like that without thinking about what others may feel.

I recalled the times when my parents were jobless and we didn't have anything to eat for a day. My mom was crying because she was so helpless and my father begged for work in our neighborhood in order to have some money to buy our food.

And he just insulted my parents like nothing happened. I chose to work here to help them and was it a wrong thing? When your parents were poor.

It's been two weeks and I was crying when I was so susceptible and couldn't defend myself. I am always understanding him and I always being patient but this time it was over the belt.

I will go home tomorrow to get some fresh air. It was so suffocating here where I can't breathe freely.

And after this, I won't tolerate his attitude anymore. Not ever again. I promised!