1 1.Don't know from where to start

Travelling on a bus from hometown midway need to catch Sabhari Express to Coimbatore. Like every day started on time at 4:25 pm from home, rather like every day today is different, in my brain thoughts are going like a roller coaster. Many thoughts in the brain can't mention one. It could be about him. My friend had called me today in the afternoon time, felt happy to talk with her after a long time, memorized many of our trips together and invited for her marriage, felt so happy for her. But after the call, it started all about him. I don't know how it started all of the sudden.