15 Preparing for exam

The exam is very near and I don't feel like studying but I have to study hard because I will be graduating from middle school and this my last to attend ST. Maria Goretti's School. Sometimes while I am studying I used to think about her so much but I am not that type of boy that I will distract in my study. But I am sorry to say this that she is the type of girl that can't control her feelings. It's amazing that more then other girls I love before this one doesn't leave my heart but it stays for life. Real is I want just love from her very much. I focus only her about the future. I don't know how I am feeling now. Is the emotion they called love or hate? Because from the very beginning my heart's run to her for everything. This doesn't mean that I will end here I will love her till the end of our life no matter what will happen. Real is I still love her very much then others who did to her and I will take care of her than any others who did.