20 Knowing the truth pt.2

Today she gave me the letter back that I gave her on Monday. In that letter, it was written that "No, it's not true." She just wanted to see what I will do to her that's why she that kind of things to me. So she said to me that to notice Sakuniya, she is just saying to you it's not real. Now I can gently sleep well. Because of Sukanya, she gave so much stress that I can't sleep well and eat food properly. Now I am happy that she never tell lies to me. I always believe her. After the exam is over I wish that we will be in a relationship back again. Over again and again thinking about her so much. When I over think about her while studying I can't concentrate on my studies properly. She doesn't know about this at all. If I have told her then she would be so much worry about me that's why I don't tell her. If I want to study properly, then I used to hear one song that gives me free feelings and it gives me freedom. The song name is "Ending scene version 2." I used to think about her everywhere and Every time. I have a nightmare about her in my dreams. I saw her crossing the road, suddenly a car hits her. I wish that this won't happen in real life. Please, I am begging you, God, please Help! Please don't make it happen God.