6 The interview

I know I'm a fashion student but  I had no idea what I was going to wear.I didn't want to be over or underdressed. I also wanted to wear something matching what the guys were wearing.

Ji-hoon came to check on me as he was already done that's when he told me to wear anything because we were going to get dressed by a stylist at the event.

The ride to the event was pretty awkward, the boys changed when they were around Mr Hwang. They acted more mature and professional  than at home where they are totally goofy.

I had passed by the studio many times before when I went to town but I had never been inside the building. Most of the times I'd see fans gathered outside waiting to see their stars but I just thought it was a waste of time.

I remember this other day my mother forced me to take Eun Ae  and we waited there for hours but no one showed up.Now I know why.

They have a secret entrance ,that's the one we used.We immediately headed to the dressing room.I was excited to see the stylist  Ms May  but the boys got her and I got her assistant.

Her  name was Yu-Ri  she was really nice.She was practically living my dream so I made sure we became good friends.She told me that working with Ms May was everything I had imagined plus more.

Not just anyone  could  become her assistant but I know how Yu-Ri  got the job.She turned me from a duck into a swan just like that ,and not only is she good with clothes she's also amazing with hair and makeup.She is a triple threat.

Just when we were exiting the dressing room a boy band was passing by.Not just any boy band ,but THE boy band .It was called B.O.D that was my favourite kpop group ,they were seniors to EVIF .

I just gazed at them and my crush Jojo just smirked at me and I couldn't contain my squeal. They walked as if they were in slow motion "so cool ".Yu-Ri was just as excited as I was.

I was a huge fan of them when I was younger, in my first years of highschool. In my mind if Harry styles didn't marry me I'd get married to Jojo any day ,any year.

The day couldn't get any better.As Yu-Ri  and I were just standing the looking hopeless in love with now only a memory of the people who just passed by the boys exited their dressing room but I didn't even notice them.

Ms May was the one who stopped us from daydreaming when she snapped her fingers  .Yu-Ri was pretty embarrassed, it wasn unprofessional of her but hey she's just a girl not a robot.Ms May didn't go hard on her she just asked her not to do it again.

She was pretty impressed by Yu-Ri' s work,and they then went off as their work was done.I wanted to tag along but hey I was stuck with these guys ,not that I'm complaining.

Min said I looked pretty  and Alex was quick to join saying my smile was cute. I guess they had been watching Yu-Ri and I for a while.I couldn't stop my self from blushing Ji-Hoon just said I looked okay then followed Alex and Min.

Now it was just Sung-ho  and I in the corridor  and he was just staring at me .I couldn't read his mind , did I look that good.Its couldn't have been that ,I mean he's an idol and he sees a lot of pretty  idol girls and I'm nothing compared to any of them.

So was there something wrong on me.I was pretty sure Yu-Ri made me look just fine .I was feeling a bit awkward, then he just walked past me without saying anything. My heart fluttered a little, "Control yourself Yoonah " i told myself.

I don't know why I remained standing there as I didn't know where I was supposed to go luckily  Phoenix hadn't exited the dressing room .When he did I just smiled at him and I think I kinda startled him.

He still wasn't talking to me but that didn't stop me from being his shadow.That got him really annoyed but I didn't really care.For a moment I felt like I was his Eun Ae, she'd always follow me around and that irritated me too.

We got to the conference room and I just sat at the end of the table only to be moved to the centre. Mr Hwang said this press conference was especially for me so I had to be the centre of attention.I Yoonah the CENTRE OF ATTENTION  who would've thought.

That just made me super nervous,I was panicking. I was sitting between Ji-hoon and   Phoenix. I asked Ji-hoon if he could hold my hand as that usually calms me down but as he was about to Mr Hwang asked him to swap places with Sung-ho.

My heart just sank,now I was in between the guy I was  kinda crushing on and the guy who doesn't want to talk with me.Who was going to hold my hand.

I asked Phoenix  but he just chuckled as if he was saying "NEVER IN A MILLION YEARS".I wasn't going to ask Sung-Ho since his presence alone made me nervous.

In only a matter of minutes the seats were filled with reporters, camera flashes from all angles.  I could barely see but the boys seemed unbothered by it .They are used to it now.

It started with a speech from Ji-hoon as the leader of the group.I felt really good at that point thinking that Jihoon was going to do all of the talking for us but my joy didn't last long  as I wasn't out of the woods yet.

After his speech it was time for the questions ,they were aimed at me and boys.The pressure was rising, I didn't want to mess it up for myself  ,Eun Ae ,Mr Hwang or the boys .I was starting to freak out.

That's when a reporter hit me with the question  "Why do you think you are most  deserving of this opportunity out of all the fans?".I completely froze.

Deep within my heart I knew I was not deserving at all.This opportunity should've  been Eun Ae' s or any other true fan out there .I felt truly disgusted by myself the second runner up could've taken the prize but no I did.Even though it didn't mean as much to me.

Whilst all this  was racing through my mind and I was about to blirt  out something stupid ,he held my hand.