9 Am I Dreaming?

I didn't saw Harry in the bus today, nor have I seen him with James at school. Students are already buzzing out of the school until the hallway became a complete chaos. Everyone is busy doing their stuff. I missed everyone around. I missed Khan, I missed Liz, maybe they are not ready to face me yet after that confrontation we had the other day. I missed Harry. Yes, I have to admit it.

I missed him a lot.

I wiggled my way out of the crowd when suddenly James grabbed my arm and dragged me out of the school. What is he doing by the way?

"What now James?" I asked him in annoyance.

"We need to see a movie" He replied

I let myself be dragged by him, I was still confused nevertheless, still I am hoping for something to happen. James made me sit at the aisle almost in the middle of the movie house, he left lying that he will just have to buy some food and drinks.

The lights dimmed and my heart started to cease beating. I heard a loud microphone feed backs, and I stood and I felt my body slowly surrendering in weakness. My heart is hoping that is would be Harry.

"Harry? I know it's you. Yes. I wanted to spend the rest of my life with you. No matter what the future holds I'm not scared as long as you're there with me." I exclaimed with tears in my eyes. As I know in my heart that I can't let this moment slip away again. Maybe this is my chance to be in love, our chance to love each other.

Then came Elton John's voice singing Your Song. There was no video being played at the movie screen.

Harry stood right in front of the big movie screen with the spotlight beaming at his face. He held no roses, no flowers, no gifts, yet his hands aren't really empty for in his bare hands he held my heart

For the longest time in my life I smiled. The kind of smile that warms your heart and soul, I smiled as if I'll never get tired of it. I smiled even though it looks stupid and foolish. I don't care anymore. All I know is that, now is the moment we've both waiting for.

I never knew that smiling would feel this great. I held at the chair in front of me tight, please don't take me yet God. I can feel the pain and I had the urge of banging it on something hard. Harry ran closer to me and I held on to him tight as if he is my lifeline. I looked up to him and saw his eyes flooded with fear yet he's still smiling. I smiled back at him. Giving him a reassuring smile that everything would just be fine.

Yes I just hope so..

And then the next thing I knew I was surrounded by darkness. Am I just dreaming?