1 Prologue

Tall, fair-skinned, smart, and of course, handsome. Those are the characters that girls usually look for a guy. If I were to be asked, those are the ones that I will look for a guy too.

But, I don't know why my sight suddenly fails me, for instead of liking a good-looking guy with a good personality. I fell inlove with the guy that every woman specie hates. A guy that care less about a girl's feelings. Above all, he is the infamous playboy of our school.

He broke a lot of hearts yet, there were still a lot of girls who are willing to give everything to him.

He is Lexus Itadaki. The infamous handsome playboy who was being chased by almost half of the girl population on our school.

I can't blame them for he really has it all. He has the looks, the clear skin, the brain and the wealth. Well, who wouldn't fall inlove with him?

I may hate him for being a playboy, I can't deny the fact that I am madly, deeply inlove with him.

But the problem is,

"Girl! Do you know the latest news? Gosh." I slightly turned my head to Misaki, my bestfriend, when she suddenly sat beside me.

"What is it?" I boredly asked. Well, I don't actually care about the news and gossips that roams around our school but if it was about Lexus. I am all ears.

"The freaking love of your life is currently dating our classmate, our class President to be exact."

My brows furrowed but I acted like I didn't care. Well, I am used to it. Loving a playboy was actually hard but I can't stop my self. I am already drowned.

"Let him be. That's what he wants. Who am I to stop him, right? I am a mere unpopular girl who loves him so much." I said in my low voice. My bright mood was gone. Thanks to the good news that my bestfriend brought to me. Note the sarcasm.

"Wow, you are... wait, what did you call that? Yeah. You are stupid. How many times do I have to tell you that you should confess your love to him. Maybe that way, he will notice you."

I immediately shook my head.

"I can't risk it. What if instead of noticing me, he will suddenly stay away from me?"

She gave me a 'duh' look.

"Love is a risk, girl! You should risk in order to acquire what you want."

"You know, I am willing to risk if I want to. But, is he worth it?"

"Well, I know that deep inside, you were jealous. You are so jealous."

I gave her a sharp stare.

"You don't know my feelings, Misaki. Just shup up, okay?"

"Hey hey Amari! Didn't you know that I am a jealous detector? I can detect any jealousy and yours is 100 percent!"

I rolled my eyes. "Yeah, yeah, if I know you can also detect that you're crush has no feelings for you. Always remember that." I said but she just laughed at me.

"Of course, Amari, of course. And you must always remember that we are the same. We are hopeless."

I huffed at her and suddenly stunned when my eyes bore into the classroom's door. There stood Lexus Itadaki and his rumored girlfriend, Naomi.

They are irritably sweet with each other. And I thought public display of affection is prohibited, I just rolled my eyes.

"Oh my gosh! They really look good together!"

"I wish he is mine!"

I wished for it too. But no matter how long I wish for it to happen, if it's not meant to be, it'll never going to happen.

I hopelessly watched the couple smiling with each other. I felt a pang of pain while thinking that he will never going to be mine.

I admit it. I hoped that I have a chance to a guy like him. But he is out of my league. He will never like nor love a girl like me.

I am jealous. So much. But I don't have the right to do so.