Holding It In

Chapter 110

KAILEEN ANDY LEWIS

I heavily treaded the path to my car, biting my lips as I tried to hold the crumbling feeling inside.

Reaching my car, I stamped the gas without any destination in mind.

I drove, gripping the steering wheel hard, letting my frustration out as I cried.

I cried and I cried and I cried —

I was biting my lips, choked at the burning sensation on my throat and my eyes went flooded with tears, impairing my vision but still I pushed to drive.

My chest was hurting, I can't even almost breath.

The next thing I know, — I was in an accident...

'JOKE'

... I was knocking at Donna's front door.

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I woke up next morning feeling beat. My body was so heavy as well as my eyelids.

I was so sure that I opened my eyes fully but I can't damn see a thing.

I rested for a couple of minutes stretching my eyes. I realized that they were just swollen due to my crying last night.