6 Calm

"......I'm sorry" With that being said he hugged me tightly.

"But....Why?" he asked really confused.

"You know what happened before" I said.

"C-can we start again?" he asked full of hope.

"I don't know-

''Pls.....i know you still have that" he said which is really true I still got the ring he gave me.

The ring that I can only throw away when the time will come I don't love him anymore, which is when and how, that's the question im so whipped for him how will it happen?.

But going back to him it means that I will be loving him same ferocity like before meaning I will love him to the fullest.

But disagreeing with this is like cutting my heart in to a half, I'm in the latter.

"I don't know give me time to think hmm?" I said because I really can't think straight right now.

"Ok I'll give you time to think" he said and walked out to the room.

After that talk, I thinked deeply but eventually I fell asleep then woke up in the middle of the night and noticed that Primo its not sleeping yet he's still sitting at the edge of the bed and looking out of the balcony.

When I see him in this state I already hugged him, so I hugged at first I felt him went stiff then eventually relaxed.

"What are you thinking?" I asked even if I know what it is.

"Nothing, just go to sleep" he said about lie down but I stopped him.

"Pls" I said begging.

"You don't have to beg I will give you all" he said.

"I'm just thinking about us-

"Us can wait I'm not going anywhere far now its important for you to just calm down and relax." I said and push him to the bed to lie down and went beside him to cuddle with him.

Next day I woke up early to make breakfast for the two of us.

After I do my routine and get ready for the day I go down and straight to the kitchen and started cooking.

And when I'm half way done cooking someone back hugged me which I'm surprised a little bit but once I smelled his scent I already know who.

"Good morning" Primo said and stuffed his on my neck.

"Morning" i said then go back from what I'm doing, still he doesn't let go of, I just let him be.

When I was done cooking and placing the food in the table I turned to him and caress his face when suddenly he feels hot.

"Primo your hot" I said.

"I know that baby everyone says that to me all the time especially when I'm shirtless" he said then smile even if he smiled I can see from his eyes that he's weak right now.