12 My Quest

Wangmo's POV; Mature!

I was all the time dejected. I was repelled, especially from the boy I admired and loved more than myself. My life was like a morning dew drop: I considered myself perfect to anyone but it's merely my perception. After countless endeavours and rejections, I felt myself worthless being.

My physique was just like morning dew drops, after all, assimilated by the devil in him. I cried, I pleaded, I begged in all possible ways but the effect I got was not other than dejection and rejection. Many people said love happens only when two hearts connect and it proved with mine. Maybe we're not meant for each other. Fate is cruel!

It was the interval of March 12. I was just about to get out of the restroom when I saw the boy I admired passing by the lavatory. I called him to come inside the room, so that I can express my feelings to him. But I never thought that males are not allowed to enter the restroom of females. I was mad in his love.

"Hey! Would you mind to come here?" I whispered craning my head from the edge of the door.

"What? How can you expect me to come over there?" He replied fiercely. His face turned crimson red due to embarrassment, I guess.

"Just little bit!" I gestured with my fingers. I myself turned erubescent.

"No way! If you have anything to say, come outside!" He said, turning his eyes in different passages.

I went outside and shut his mouth with my hands so as not to let him shout. I was for sure gone nut! I dragged him inside the lavatory and locked the door. He tried to unlock but I remained firm and obstructed every attempt he made. Finally, he relented.

I said, almost touching my lips on his which was red and could smell the fresh breath of mint, catching his robe, " I love you very much from the time I saw you in this institution." I felt blood boiling on the nerves of my face. My heart beat increased and could hear the every beat palpilating.

There was a pin drop silence for a moment.

"No! It won't happen even in the next generation!" He growled, face extremely red and hot, pushing me hard and glued his eyes on the marble floor.

I was crazy. I without a thought went near him. I caught his robe by my left hand and neck by my right. Then I pressed my trembling lips on his and caressed. I tried to dominate his area but he proved too strong.

"If it's the case, I know how to deal with it!" I whispered in his ears.

Every time I neared him, he pushed me hard. I unclothed my blouse and exposed my parts at him. He was too stubborn that in lieu of glancing at my property longingly, turned his head towards the window. I heard him muttered, "Don't do that! Aren't you ashamed to do such thing in front of absolute opposite sex?"

His obstruction was useless then. I completely unclothed my gown and exposed my feminine properties. I could feel sexual sensation arising from deep within. My part was wet with juices!

I went closer to him and rubbed my boobs onto his chest to let him feel attraction towards me. Oh God! F***! He wasn't such man. He pushed me hard on the wall and ran away with wind. I was all alone, completely naked! I then only realised what I have done. I felt completely embarrassed.

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It was Teachers' Day. I was the crew head and we prepared a dance to present. My mission or intention was to catch his glance. We presented our dance and the audience cheered us. I on the process tried to steal his eye-contact , but he wasn't at all looking at me. He was too engrossed with his friends.

I fortunately saw him going towards the tap. That was the perfect time for me to confess and win his heart, so I don't wanted to miss it. I ran towards the tap and bumped into him, fortunately.

"Dawa? Please, can you come behind the B 4 block?" I begged him almost kneeling my knees.

"No! Aren't you ashamed for what you have done to me recently?" He fired me.

"Kuchhey!" I pleaded. Finally, he relented. I was on the top of the world! I majestically went behind the B 4 building and waited him to come like a prince.

"What's the matter? Be fast!" He cut in before I could give him a greeting smile.

"Don't worry. Worry shall burry you!" I giggled.

" Be specific! I don't have time to waste" He barked almost repelling me by his red eyes. I caught his robe and planted my kiss on his glowing face. He pressed my arms hard.

"Ouch! It pains. I am here to confess you." I outcried. I slowly and reluctanly untouched my lips and went to the restroom. I could see him glaring at me. Wow! He might be having some soft part in his heart for me.

I told him, " I would make you mine what ever should bar the way." I giggled and winked. I could hear him mumble but couldn't decipher it.

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It was right after the mid-term exam, the school management body has organised school picnic in Chhuzomsa. I was really thrilled to go, I can meet him especially. I may get opportune to make him mine, who knows?

I didn't remain with the girls and went in search of him. Finally, when I was returning from the no avail search, I saw him resting on the plain behind the bushes and shrubs. I jumped over him and licked his face. I was hot!

"Hey nut! What are you doing here?" He pushed me.

"Finally I grabbed you!" I mumbled and got above him. I could feel sensation arising. His part to was getting harder and harder. I squeezed his pintle.

"Hey ! Don't do this!" He roared catching my hairs. I remained attached with him even though he pushed me hard.

"Hey Dawa! What are you doing?" Dorji jumped out of nowhere. F*** you bitch!

Dawa pushed me hard and stood up with his friend's help. They were talking with each other but I couldn't understand, just I saw their silhouettes due to my brimming tears.

More about Wangmo's feeling on Chapter 15: Wangmo's Diary