Chapter One: Starting of the End

"Newt", Mean texted his boyfriend.

"Yes bb?", Newt replies fast.

"Do you wanna hangout later? 👉🏼👈🏼"

"Uuuhm, sorry babe but I can't 😔. I'm with Seb, we're doing a group work in his place"

"You mean, Harvey. Again?"

At this time, Newt knows that Mean will sulk again because he doesn't like Harvey especially when they are together.

"Babe, I know what you are thinking 😂", Newt replied to calm Mean.

"I'm serious. Of course you should know. We already talked about it, and you also know that Harvey have feelings for you", Mean is obviously furious.

"And we also talked about that I don't have feelings for him", Newt assured that to Mean.

"I only see him as a friend", Newt added.

"k. Whatever", Mean replied that to show that he's not okay with it.

"but it doesn't mean I trust him. I'll fetch you right after you do your "gR0uP pR0J3ct" and you can't say no", Mean is not okay this time.

"okay okay. I love you ❤️💞", Newt replied.

"I love you too 😒".

Mean's POV

I and Newt is currently at the 3rd year of our relationship, since 12th Grade, we are together. We got separated when we need to attend different universities, he's at Mikiyoto University where they focus on Medical Courses and I'm at the University of Netojasa where we focus on Communication and Art Courses. Of course, we are both in a good and top school, duh 🙄, we need to dream high 🙄.

Even though his school is one-ride from mine, we barely see each other because we are too busy. But I was a possessive bitch that makes sure that we still keep in touch and still updated to each other.

Newt is an achiever, not just in academics but also in sports, that's why many of our schoolmates including me are shocked when he confessed love to a guy, same as he. At first, I didn't believe him when he says he likes me, because who am I?

He is tall, has fair skin, brown eyes, and kissable lips that I want to bite because of the smoothness- RAAAWR. He has a scar in his right arm, he got it when he was young and had an accident while biking with his father.

And me, I'm just a normal being living his life with ten crushes. And for fuck sake, Newt is not on my list. I'm not a femme type, I guess, not too masculine also, maybe I'm in the middle of the two. With Newt's height of 6'2 and me having 5'8, I bet we look good together 🤷. I not good as Newt at academics that's why I'm always in second place after Newt. We are classmates in Grade 12, but we don't compete with each other, I already accepted the fact that he's better than me.

We are doing good in our relationship until this guy Seb or should I say Harvey because we are not close to calling him Seb 😒, came to our lives. AND HE HAS THE GUTS TO CONFESS TO MY BOYFRIEND EVEN HE KNEW THAT NEWT HAS ME!

Since then, I make sure that I see Newt at least twice a week to guard him to that guy. Am I not really sure why Newt and he are always together, do they have different classes? they are not on the same course at first. I don't trust him, because first, I don't like him, and second, he likes my boyfriend and third, because I don't like him.

Newt is my first boyfriend, that's why I act like this. I am not his first, but I am trying to make me his last.