28 Was taken advantange of?

Sab shut her eyes upon hearing the running water from the shower, she wished that everything was just a nightmare. When everything looks the same upon opening her eyes after a few minutes, she cried in silence without tears.

Her mind, heart and even body are all not in sync and in total chaos. It is even worst thinking about the presence of the man inside the bathroom. Her brain that is usually sharp especially in critical events seems to stop functioning and her IQ lowered to 20.

Her mind went blank and unable to think of anything, she decided to replenish her body first with food. It might be due to severe headaches and hunger that is why she felt helpless and weak.

To her surprise, her body fell down on the carpeted floor as soon as she tried to stand up as if no bones. She has no strength to support herself up. "What happened to me? Why do I felt my bones have no strength at all? Was this the effect of the alcohol? That liquor seems really strong then?" She questioned herself in confusion looking closely at the body.

Her face lost color and her body trembled to realize that she only wearing an oversized shirt, nothing inside. Her chest was full of purple weird marks and teeth marks. "OMG!!!! What happened last night?" Then few more intimate images last night flashes and to her surprise, it seems she made all the first move.

She fiercely kissed the man and even beg him to take her. Her drunken self seems can't be satisfied so she threw herself and beg for a few more rounds.

"Aaahhh...." she screamed, her hand covers her ears while shaking her head vigorously. She really wanted to cry and beat herself...

She surely lost her mind this time. Initially, she just wanted to get drunk out of nowhere and to feel a little better but never did she expect to end up like this.

Nonetheless, she doesn't feel violated even though she did it with him in an unsound mind. She just felt embarrassed about how she lost her virginity. She wanted to preserve this to her future husband, real husband, bound by love, but she guesses this is no longer valid anymore.

Once she gets a divorce with Tom, finding a husband will definitely more difficult for someone like her with no family, no wealth, no influence and no background. Her headache worsens and felt a little down thinking of this. She only wants a Family where she wants to treasure but Family seems a luxury for her more once she becomes a divorcee in the future.

Feeling remorse to the core, she swore to never touch even a single drop of alcohol especially if she was alone. If Tom was not around, she might have ended in a random unknown man that she'll regret her whole life.

She was contemplating what to do next when the bathroom door opened. Her face instantly turns red. She did not dare to look at the man and lowered her gaze feeling so embarrassed.

If there a hole on the ground, she will surely jump on it and stay hidden forever.

Tom walked just a few steps and pick up the little wife on the floor and carried her on the bed. Seeing how red her face is, his lips involuntarily curled up.

"Are you still not feeling okay? You must still be feeling weak from last night's exercise. You've worked so much. As a punishment, let me feed you."

Sab acted like a coy fish hearing this, she opened and closed but no words came out. This man definitely trying to bury her from shameless. Yes, it was her fault but nothing will happen if he doesn't want it. Also, it's not like she was the only one who enjoyed it. For god sake, that's her first. How can she know to do that shameful thing??

She really was speechless. The hype of her anger was inexpressible to the point that her red face can no longer be read due to embarrassment and agitation to this man.

Tom can't help but chuckle at the little wife's reaction. He never planned to tease her. It just that the past few weeks she has been avoiding him and only had a little interaction with her that he felt bad for letting it slide.

Tom: "We'll talk later. Eat first."

Feeling unfair, she greeted her teeth. She cannot let this man bully her. In the first place, she was never weak. She can stand insulted and mistreatment without any reactions.

This simple thing is nothing. She thought of this but she knows that the effect of Tom's teasing to her is totally different from people being mean to her.

In addition, when Tom acted hooligan and perverted, she always failed to think rationally everything single time and just give in to him. This is why she was so afraid to get close to him and tried to stay distant and make herself as invisible as possible for the past few weeks.

Sab obediently eat trying to think on how to get back on this. Nonetheless, she doesn't feel sorry for losing her virginity to this man.

Though their marriage was forced by circumstances, he is still her legal husband by law. If something happened between, it is still within matrimonial and considered moral and normal for a husband and wife.

Though part of the contact was not to have any physical contact with this man. This incident might be an exception. It was an accident and might never happen again.

However, in her heart, how could anyone afford not to fantasize with this beautiful human creature. He has a strong and sturdy body that any woman would want to rely on, his 8 pack abs also hard to look away especially if you see his formed well waistline.

She is also a normal human being who can appreciate beauty. This man in front of her is definitely handsome and very masculine. He is well built, not full of muscles but he has firm muscles that any girl would want to be cage on.

However, this handsome man is also very cunning which makes her shivered in fear and attracts her at the same time. His temperament was both cold and warm which makes people get confused and scattered in thoughts, in the end, most of them will be defeated by him without the chance to fight.

She was scared of him but her heart is also beating abnormally for this man. Somehow, she already has the answer to why but does not want to dwell and entertain the possibility. They are literally breathing different types of oxygen, she doesn't want to get involved with people, not her kind.

And thinking of the number of women chasing him, it makes her awake from dreamland. She is mentally strong but not physical. If those women go berserk, she will never win and will only bring harm to herself. She was not crazy to do that.

She doesn't want the Cinderella title. She would rather throw the shoe and will hold her piece forever than go to war and fight with these women without nothing but braveness. Her life was already dramatic enough. She doesn't want another trouble for herself.

Sab: "Sorry about last night. I won't take it to heart. I just hope you won't let me get pregnant so we can have separate ways in the future without trouble." She felt a pinch of pain as she said those words in her heart but her stoic face did not show this at all. She was afraid to be mocked if she makes it like a big deal in front of the man.

She'd known people even younger than her involved in premarital sex as long as the two individuals get along or had something in common. Why would she make a fuss for having sex with her legal husband?

Tom's face darkened hearing Sab's comment. He knew that his little wife is not sincere but still hearing such comment made him infuriated to the bone.

What does he think of him? His reputation is somehow negative on the internet but they had been together a few months already. Does she really think he can still play around with his schedule?

Last night though she was completely wasted, she still able to beg him not to take the last step of their intimate moment resulting in him doing an alternative way to relieve the heat.

In return, he did not hold back and did all the things to torture her and make her beg for more many times. Unsure where the strong will come from that he managed to suppress the strong desire not to take the last step.

He was full of desires and the pleasure was also the unimaginable and become the greatest torture that he promised that when the right time comes, he will never let of Sab for it easily.

As of now, he can only punish this little girl lightly. In quick motioned, Sab was pinned in the bed and was kissed fiercely.

Sab was defenseless and shocked. Tom was releasing all his anger on his lips. She just was woken up and did not even brush her teeth. Though she has no habit of putting makeup, still she just woke up and surely her looks was not that pleasing to the eye. Despite this, Tom still kiss her and the way he did it, she could feel is not because of passion but felt more like a punishment.

She felt pain and could taste blood as he kisses her. She pushed trying to stop him and separate their body but she was like pushing a concrete wall and did not even move a bit.

"Hey, it hurts," she complained when he allowed him to breathe. Instead of stopping, he pinned her on the bed and continue being rough. His hands also brushing anywhere on her body which giving a thousand volts. The atmosphere in the room changes in just a few seconds.

Her rationality is fading as she tried to struggle but the towering body over her makes it impossible for her to move even an inch. Not sure when but the rough passionate kissed changes little by little as their body temp changes. It's not gentle but it tickles her heart as it beats abnormally. A silent message passed on her body and it learns to listen and just let him do whatever he wants willingly.