She Became My Habit

After meeting her for the first time, I was not able to keep myself away from her. From that day, I was just keep looking for the excuses to see her. I used to think that she also had the same feeling as me. Daily after the college I used to stand next to my car to see her. Several days passed in just talking with eyes not with our mouth. After that sorry we didn't even say a word to each other. I wanted to say 'hi' to her but I didn't have the courage to say.

One day, a miracle really a miracle happened to me. It was a normal afternoon and I was having lunch alone in my classroom. I was very fond of Chinese dramas so that afternoon too I was watching a drama. And I didn't see anyone entering the room. Someone came to me and said "Senior, will you help me". Slowly I lifted my eyes to have a look on that someone. I saw she was Myra. Now that slow motion thing didn't happen. In shaky voice I asked her what happened. She said I want to clear a doubt and teacher told me to ask you about this. I am not praising myself but I was one of the top students in my class. But I doubted why the teacher would say so. She said there is plenty of space on the desk so can u please scoot down. And nervously I said s... s... sure. Then she took her book and sat next to me on the same desk with me. I was blushing too much at that moment. I started talking to myself that this is the time I should behave myself and should try to impress her. She waved her hand in front of my eyes and said what are you thinking about. I said oh its nothing, tell me about your doubt first and then I helped her about the doubt. After that we both were quiet for some time like we both were thinking about the same thing "what should we talk about now". Then she asked you like Chinese drama and I said yep too much. Now our conversation started without ending, as both of us were just waiting for this conversation for so many days. We didn't even know how one hour passed so early. Now the lunch time was over. The students started coming back to the class. She said I should also go to my class. This was the last sentence of our conversation in that beautiful afternoon. It was the best afternoon of my life. I don't why but I felt so relaxed after that. In the conversation, I had promised her that I would give her extra lessons daily after the college. I was very happy that now I didn't need excuses to see her. After that I was just waiting for the college to finish but at that time every single minute seemed like an hour. Finally, the college was over. I told my friend that you go, today I have something important to do. We decide to meet at roof after college so quickly I ran towards the roof but now another villain came into the story. Ghosh sir stopped me and said "Vishal, I want to talk to you". He started scold me that nowadays I am not concentrating on my studies. And I was wondering when it would end. After 20 minutes he finally said that it is too late now. Then quickly I ran towards the roof. I was thinking if she would still be waiting for me. I saw that she was sitting on the floor. She looked at me with a sullen pout and I said I am sorry and I can do sit-ups if you want. She said yeah you have to do. And I was like "really u mean it". Yes, she was really meant it and I did 10 sit ups in front of her. Then I started teaching her. I didn't explain her on the page but on the walls and floor of the roof.

It was evening. Today's lesson was over. There was no one in college except us and a guard. Soon to be dark and girl's hostel was at some distant from the college so I asked her that I will drop you to the hostel in my car. She said okay!. I opened the car door for her and covered the car ceiling with one hand and said "here's your car mam". Then I started the car and switched on the radio. A romantic song was playing on the radio and quickly I was going to change it but she stopped me and said this is my favorite song let the song run. Then I dropped her at the hostel. I downloaded that song to play it every time. Next day I brought lunch for her. And then we ate food together on the same desk and saw the drama with single earphone, one side in her left ear and other side in my right ear. It was like a picture-perfect moment. Now it became our routine to see in each other's eyes in morning assembly, to lunch together, to watch drama together, to study together and to drop her daily to the hostel listening to same song. They were the happiest moments of my life.