1 Chapter 1: The Past and Present part 1/2

"Am I really this miserable to stoop this low, I was everybody's tool satisfying them with their wants and needs. Pleasuring them with the lust they deserve, Is this a sin? " Claire muses to herself, as she was in deep thoughts.

"Hey!, lady, the man asked for you", said the bartender. As I walked through the cold aisle of rooms, felt the tingling sensation wrapped around my naked body. "So where's my guest for tonight?", I asked. Sitting on the couch was a fine young man around my age, I couldn't barely see his face because of the cigarettes smoke, but, why does his presence seemed so familiar? As if I knew him from before.

When the smoke has finally cleared off and as he lift his head up, looked at me as if I was a soulless body, my heart began to beat as if I was being saved once again, as if I was brought back to life. I thought my past was just haunting me, "why? I asked", "why do you keep appearing when I have long forgotten you in my memory?","why can my heart never forget you?" the thought of him makes me sick, but seeing his well-being makes my heart satisfied.

His eyes pierced through, mine. But,

his eyes, weren't the same from before, it seems like it is a void filled with darkness. Its like another person is living within him. I wonder if he is still the Justine that I know, the ones that once saved me from my past, and brought me again to hell.