1 Mia Lyn

I was sitting here at the cafe near my dorm with my boyfriend Patrick while I was talking to him.

"Pat, Tomorrow is Cody's birthday, I was planning to surprise him with a birthday cake, do you think he will like it?" I said to Patrick but he's not answering to my question, I looked at him with a glare he keeps tapping on his phone while laughing .Every time I was talking to him he keeps doing this.

Sometimes I feel like talking to a chair in front of me. Cody is my baby brother he's turning 9 tomorrow and I want to surprise him because we didn't get in touch before I go to Manila.

"Pat!,are you listening?"

I said it with a louder tone. I don't care if anyone looking at me. I have enough.

He trembled, maybe he was shocked that my voice is louder, he sat straight he turns off his phone and put it in his pocket.

He mumbled "Why are you angry at me?" he said while his voice is lower. He didn't even understand a single word that I said. I glared at him.

"You didn't pay attention to what I am saying, you just keep tapping on your phone, " I said with an angry tone but this time my voice is lower than earlier. I feel annoyed my heart wants to explode.

He smiled at me like nothing happened he Stood up from his chair and walk to my place. He sat beside me, he placed his hand on my shoulder. I look down. He looks at me I didn't look at him,he put his hand on my face.

"I'm sorry ok, " he said with plain tone. But I didn't listen to him. He wants me to look at him but I keep looking outside the window.

"Who is it??" I asked him but he didn't answer.

His face got annoyed when I ask him who is it. The one that he's texting.

I remove his hand from my face I look at him with anger. I was planning to leave him anyway. I got up and left him. Maybe he realizes that he is wrong and has a little conscience.

He did not even follow me. I nodded, I pity for myself I don't know if I can handle him anymore. I walked straight to my dorm.

When I arrived the guard greeted me. So I smiled at him. I forgot that my room is on the 3rd floor. I was tired of everything. All I did is to love him. I post for a moment realizing that our relationship is nothing to him.

"things is not easy today, " I said before climbing the stairs while my voice is shaking.

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After climbing the 3rd floor I turn right I stop when I saw 305 my dorm number. I open my mini bag to begin searching for my key.

I smiled a little when I got the keychain my mother gave it to me before I stayed here.

After I opened my dorm room I got a little exhausted, my dorm room is small, It was a one-bedroom with a kitchen and bathroom. I removed my shoes and put my bag on the table before I lay down to bed.

"Ugh!, I miss my parents, " my voice starts to tremble. My eyes began to watering, I wiped my tears when I heard my phone rang.

I stoop up from laying down, I check my phone it was text from Iana.

I tough it was Patrick, but I was wrong. Maybe my decision of leaving him earlier is not good. I wonder where is he? And what. Is he doing?

I tried to call him but he didn't answer ls he upset because I leave him at the cafe alone. I was going to message him but my friend Iana is calling, I wonder why is she calling.

"Hello?" I said while talking to my phone.

"Mia thank goodness you answer my phone, " she said with a relieved tone.

"Why? What happen?" I ask her with confused tone.

"You will not believe what I saw, " she said with a loader tone.

I know Iana when she sees something she didn't have a second thought and she tells me right away.

"ok, but promise me one thing, do not cry, " sh says with worries.

I laughed "Why would I cry,is this a prank?" I said to her while giggling on the phone.

"Mia, I'm serious," she breaths heavly before telling me" I saw Patrick, with another girl, "

I don't know how to react, my mouth begins to tremble, my eyes begin watery. I don't know if I heard was right. I breathe in and out before I talk to Iana again.

"Maybe he was with her friend, " I said to her calmly but deep inside it cracks me.

"kissing friend! While holding hands??" Your friend Ianna is annoyed while saying this to you. You have been silent for 15 seconds without saying a word, your friend Iana is worried about you. She has been saying your name 5 times but you didn't answer her. I press the red button of the call. I sit on the floor while holding my chest, my instinct is true he has another girl. My whole body is shaking, my eyes began to watery I don't know what to do, I want to call him, but I can't do it. I felt like stabbing on my back, My teeth began to shake, My tears felt down, I cried like 13 years old kid.

He didn't even know what will I feel, I sub, I can't stop crying. I wish I can say to him face to face that.. I want to break up with him but I can't because I love him too much, I love him more than I love myself.

I can't handle this I need to talk to him. I will ask him myself. Maybe he will answer me right. I wiped my tears, I picked up my phone and dial Patrick's number. I loudspeaker it, I called him 2 times but he is still not answering. I called him again, he answered his phone I sight before I talk to him.

"What are you doing?" I said to him while calming my voice.

"Sorry I was sleeping" liar, I said on my mind.

"Did I bothered you?" I ask him again.

"Nope, Mia can I call you later, " he's voice while saying my name, there's no sweetness. I sub silently while looking at different directions.

"ok, Patrick, " after I said that he just turn off his phone without saying anything, even I love you.

It hurts, that the man you love is no longer love you. If only I can go back in time. I wish I will never met him.