29.cheating is cheating honey

I was so happy I don't have to choose between them.so lucky i am to have both.they both care about me a lot.i know harshil is bit paranoid but i know he loves me unconditionally.even any boy would not like this that his girl go with a guy who once proposed her.i understand that he is jealous and insecure.and its natural.i feel guilty.i have to lie in front of him but what should i do mayank is only person whom i trust blindly.

Days are passing now mayank and i use other id to chat so I don't have to worry about anything.harshil would not know anything about that.but may be my destiny wants something else from me.i don't deserve happiness.

Harshil showed up in the city.he loves me like crazy that he lie his father and come to see me in between two or three months.he runs business so that's not easy to come here and meet me every month.he also too focused on his business.so i never argued.i have dreams like other couples going on walk at night .every day meeting in cafe.movies long drives.but in long distance relationship you have to gave up on those dreams.but i am big thank full to advance technology thanks for that video calling feature.

harshil and i was gone for movie.harshil loves to watch movie and he don't wanted to miss the beginning so i told him enjoy and i went to buy popcorn 🍿 and sandwich 🥪.when I entered he didn't even looked me I noticed but I thought it's because of movie.he didn't eat anything not speaking anything.i sensed something is wrong with him.i asked so many time he said nothing he don't like disturbing during movie.i know its not that at all.because when we are out we hold our hands i know how many times we have kissed during movies 🎥 .there might be something wrong.finally movie is over.i told him i want to go on beachwalk.in few minutes we are on beach.he is still in to that silent zone.i grabbed his hand and ask him.he broke the silence "how could you do this to me"meera "what are you talking about i had no idea"harshil still angrily"i loved you and you cheated on me"I listened those words and i felt numb."please tell me specific "harshil we looked in to eye."meera you are talking to mayank using another id,I never imagined you will cheat me,I loved you like crazy beast,"why meera"from the beginning you are cheating me?did you ever loved me truly "for god sake answer me"i was numbed I cannot imagine a small lie could make this kind of misunderstanding.i had no idea what to do i know its all my fault.i should not agree to that solution.but i do love him and mayank is just friend i tried so hard to explain but I failed I dropped me to my apartment and left he doesn't wanted to see me anymore.

I called harshil so many times.but he didn't picked.i left messages tried to explain that i love him only from bottom of my heart but i don't wanted to loose only friend either that's why I lied.but he didn't replied.after few hours i got a call from traffic cops 👮‍♀️.they caught him because he broke the rules using phone while driving.and he lost his wallet or forgot may be at my place.thanks to 👮‍♀️ i had his wallet he needed my help because i have his all id proofs lucky me.i went there cleaned his mess.he is still not talking to I asked him for apology I really needed I cannot live with that guilt I explained everything and finally he replied hugging me "i love so much "yes i am jealous I cannot see you with some other guy"please try to understand meera"you have to make choice I cannot live with a threat.loosing you scares me every day.i trust you but I cannot trust anybody else"you have to choose love or mayank.

Meera cried alot in his arm.because she was feeling really guilty.she promised she will never do anything like that.she will never be the person who stab his back because its gonna broke his heart in to pieces.i understood whatever i did just not to ruin friendship but it's about my love and i can not live with harshil.of course I have chosen harshil.we kissed each other over and over.