22 21,Loving someone is not in our control

I am at that stage of my life where i have everything.a person loves me unconditionally.but do i love him.this question still reminds me i need to find answers for mayank sake.everyday i meet him.he look me in the eye and search his answer.yes I own him a answer.i have to make decision.but fist i need to conform with my mind and heart.yes i like him to spend time with.but I don't love him.i realised.when one day i was sitting with him and i got call from harshil.we almost talked on phone 2 hours and still I don't wanted to put end but for mayank sake i told him to call later.i feel pity for him.

"crush is not crush now he (harshil)is something else something very special "I realised when once he scolded me because i slept without saying while talking to him on the phone.he was angry because if I wanted to sleep then I should tell him i was not paying attention to my health.sleeping late caused dark circles under eyes.he made rules to follow like

1.sleep early (11pm)

2,not to watch tv more then 3 hours.actually I begged for 1 more.he said two hours only.

3.not to use mobile phone much unnecessarily he knew no time boundation he can set.

4,juice and fruits to everyday and with proof eating evidence.

This thing sucks really but his intentions were so clear.he really cares about me.and for that i give him a huge respect.day by day he is getting close to my heart.making his space in my heart.i started believe whatever he say.i started loving him.bottom of my heart was saying he is the person whom i was waiting to live with.