17 16,Now i started lying

Next day I asked mayank for coffe so i can tell him about harshil how i met him we exchanged number.may be its not big deal for me but to mayank god knows what it sounds like.i have to tell him.because after all he loves me and its his right to know.wait hold on his right?i am not committed,neither I realised i love him too.its just that he loves me.why would i am being so worried how will he react does this his reaction matters to me.if yes then why.now i m shifted to another topic.i need to find answers what the hell is wrong with me.why he is so important to me all of sudden.damn it.let this question rost mind later.i think j want to tell him.thats it.

I was already waiting for him in CCD.i was so nervous.no i have no idea what to do tell him or not i know it will hurt him.and I don't wanted to.Mayank arrived.A bouquet covered his face.i was only interested to see his face it looks much prettier than those flowers for me.he handed over to me.with saying looks pretty as always.i replied with formal smile.he sensed something is going on with me.for a while he stared.no words exchanged.finally he began"you are very terrible actress i know something is not right now don't rost your mind alone tell me."I said nothing its just i m feeling tired.he said "ok"before he ask anything i distracted him with another question like family drama.office drama n all.so i can make him forget.we were enjoying our coffee suddenly my phone beeps "hello"its from harshil.ohh no,please not now,I ignored,

I left table to order for another coffee this time a stronger one.i really needed.i was standing there and suddenly I remembered something what my phone how can i left there.what if mayank read messages.i immediately run to the table I reached and my phone beeps again i took it."have a nice day"from harshil. really how it can be if keep texting.meera to herself.this time mayank asked "who is bothering my baby"i told him its from office.yes I lied.i don't want to tell him.

I canceled order and decided to leave.he gave me forehead kiss with half hug.on the way of office i was now thinking about how can i lie to him.he was feeling like i m betraying him.but its just formal hi hello thing.and after few days harshil will be gone like other boy when i will not reply on time.