12 11,Take your time
I came home.showered i was just thinking about him.i couldn't focus on anything.he called me twice I didn't responded.i dont wanted to ignore.but i was not stable to talk.i was in shock.i know its good thing best thing in my life but still its too early.
He tried again I picked this time.before I could say anything.he told me not to freak out and listen."its ok if don't feel same,in fact I didn't expected to love me back,but don't ignore me .m dying to talk to you."we can be still what ever we are "and I told him to take a breath and then speak you ll die anyway"yea.i was ok with that.finally.i don't have put big stone on my heart to break his heart or admit something which i am not clear.he is truly in love with me.i mean who does that in this century.
yes we are still hanging out like we do as always.he never tried to get close to me.he believes in soulmate.once i also had faith in that stupidityđI was scared .i don't want to repeat history lessons for sure .so this time i am following my brain.
We are having movie dates,dinner dates.beach walks.everything is going so well.i really appreciate his efforts and passion.even i give up its beyond limites.