A week before monsoon

If you read my previous lessons then you will you know that I'm writing lessons of love story one after the other but I think this day and this incident was one of the most important d for our relation that's why I'm going to write about it today.

I think it was a cloudy atmosphere on that day , I thought that it's going to be rain heavily but I didn't know that rain will fall in the from tears. After nine month and two day of our relation we met on that evening. I still remember I went for a cricket match on that day , I was tired badly but still I can't refuse her for meeting. I just entered home took a bath and left the home. I took snacks for her on that day she is foody and she is mine. So we met ,we had few romantic and happy moments on that evening. Everything was going on happily I fail to recognise that clouds also gather slowly slowly before rain. Everything was going very soft and gentle. I came back home got freshed and the after few minutes I was about to chat with her ,we started chatting and as usual the small n little naughtorious fights between us was going on.

We were very possessive about each other. I was tired I needed sleep but Mrs devil ask me to chat . I remember my fingures and my wrist were paining. Now before raining clouds start making sound sometimes more thundering with lighting . It was about to rain . I remember she asked me to do audio call but after few minutes she herself called me. That small little naughtorious fights were going on in between that I told that worst things I shouldn't have to do it . Very firstly I compare her with my best friend and said ki "Mrs devil aapki feelings mere liye change ho Sakti h but meri best friend ki feelings nhi". I didn't realize what did I just said ?? After thinking for few minutes I realized that I directly compared her to my bestie and even mentioned that my relation with her is better then our relationship . After that o also told that "agar mai aapko Chor du toh Aapka(Mrs devil's) and Aapke best friend ka relation me aaneka almost chance hai". She took these words on her character.

And then she just burst into tears , I tried to convince her that she took me wrong but I fail to do it. I came to my bed kept my head on my pillow n cover my face with a blanket and rain started from our eyes . We both were crying , and also convincing each other ,we both wanted to leave each other but we fail to do it . My arms were getting wet as it was raining continusly so does Mrs devil's. For thr first time in the relation of nine month and two days I realized that "I didn't deserve her". On that night sleep with a thought that this is going to be the last night of my relationship. The next morning I woke I messaged her , I was expecting a break up from her and also I was helpless that of at all she left him ,I'll not able to convince her. There were very hurtful words exchange between us I didn't know that what I said from my side ?? but one line that was most hurtful for me that she told "I respect every accept her". Mrs devil only because my few words makes you feel disrespected that doesn't means I didn't respect you after cricket and parents if anyone is there for me at this time then it's you Mrs devil.