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long ago people were less diverse except for the occasional guy on the street that chose to be the oddball out but things have changed a lot. nothings the same anymore, but that's a good thing right? I wish that was the case but we all know it isn't, people claim that they accept everyone no matter their age or looks or any circumstance but God knows it's all for show my name is carter grey my life is like hell in all forms but before I tell you about my horrible life I should tell you about myself I'm 16 yrs old I go to livrids high I live in a decent three-story house on Marco st my mom Callie is the sales director for my dad's Bentley company they said they met in high school fake dated turned into something more they are okay parents they try their best anyways they never really had time but loved us so much I have a younger sister and older brother Colton and Cara Marie when you think about it everyone kid in our family... I don't know it's like were ranked in our parent's eyes Cara who is 12, by the way, is away being devoured with my dad's eyes it's disgusting and mom just ignores it I never thought I would be protecting my sister from my dad and not hungry boys at school my mom, on the other hand, thinks she's a slut hell she hasn't even kissed a boy plus she's not allowed anywhere besides the house without being supervised my brother is the superstar no flaws but he is far from perfect he is a womanizer he smokes and drinks he's only a year older than me he lies so much it's hard to tell when he's telling the truth it's truly amazing but he has his soft spots no one ever sees if not rarely he's so complicated and then there's me cater just carter there's nothing special about me I'm just there my parent made it clear to me I was the mistake child they did so much they said I had ADHD OCD anything you could think if I was supposed to be the problem child but because I never acted like one they decided to turn me into one Im still not i wont be i play sports I do soccer and some others but I focus on that but it doesn't really matter to anyone if I dropped down dead they wouldn't care though I would love to do that my parents aren't to strict they have rules but nothing to serious but back to the point I have a best friend named clay and another Carrie we like to call each other the three cs I'm not very popular I have a reputation but I'm kinda shy and don't talk much I do my best to keep up my reputation but its hard to not mess it all up just a single bit. of information or one wrong move can ruin you so that's exactly why I refuse to let anyone know that I'm gay .