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The sound of silence fills the room as I sit on my bed softly crying. My name's Lily and I'm 14 years old, It's a cold day in the month of March. I'm sitting on my bed softly crying, I cry because I've been depressed through out the years and it feels as if there is no way for me to have happiness until I receive a text from my boyfriend. The words "I love you" echo through out my ears as my boyfriend continues to text me. My boyfriend is 17 years old and his name his Jake. Jake's the kind of guy that you can't help but to adore even though he can be quite perverted sometimes I must admit though I love it when he is perverted. He gives me the warm feeling you'd get when watching a "romantic" love scene in a movie. Jake and I have known each other for years so I knew I could trust him with anything. I'm glad he texted me those three simple words because that's all it took for me to stop crying. Jake had been my first love which seems shocking do to my young age but I knew for sure he was the one I mean I love him more than the word love is even capable of expressing. Jake has always been there for me even as friends he reassures me with my insecurities like how I say I'm ugly but he thinks I'm beautiful , it's nice to have some one care for me like Jake does and I guess that's part of the reason of why I love him so much. Our relationship was amazing because as sad as I'd get he'd always make me happy.