18 TAKING ADVANTAGE

Jackcy's Point Of View,

I was stunned by his sudden action, I tried to get up from his lap but he again pulled me, I was wriggling on his lap as he did tighter his grip on my arms,

"what are you doing Luther, please let me go", I said, but he did not move an inch,

"It was that easy for you Jackcy, to move on, to be with someone else", he said and very gently rubbed my stomach, like he was caressing my belly, and he was staring at my belly with different emotions, which I was unable to read somehow, I tried to get up again but he was being stubborn, not letting me go,

" Let me go, Luther, you are hurting me", I said again, but he was staring at me like I was some kind of ghost,

"Did not you get hurt when he touched you when he fucked you, and when you made a baby with him", he said making me speechless, and a tear escaped from the corner of his eye, and seeing him this miserable my heart clenched in pain,

I know he puked alcohol but he was still not in his right senses, he was still drunk, but his words were still ringing in my mind, how many times I tried to tell him the truth, but he did not listen to me, he did not trust me, if once, only once he could have listened to me, we would have been happy, he is suffering because he believed what he saw, he never give me a chance to explain and now he is making me suffer equal because I loved him equal as he did,

Wait, what did he said that I make a baby with Shane, what the fuck on the earth made him think like that, as I grew up these years, I only loved Luther, no one else, in fact, I never let touch anyone, I am still a virgin, but Luther is not ready to listen to me, and now he thinks that I am pregnant, like seriously,

" How did he make you agree to have this baby Jackcy", he said then, again staring my belly, and for God sake, there were tears in his eyes,

"How could you do this to me Jackcy, how could you able to forget the promises we made about our wedding, the beautiful plans about our honeymoon and the future plannings of our kids", he said and tears were rolling down to his cheeks, and that made me cry too,

"Did not you think once, just once about me Jackcy", he said and my crying becomes louder, every time he takes my name, I feel more guilty,

" What did I do wrong on the earth to deserve this", he said, his eyes become red due to crying and he was literally sobbing,

I took his face between my hands and cupped his face, I wiped his tears which were still rolling down on his cheeks, for God sake who says boys does not cry,

"I think about you every single second Luther, I craved for your presence every single hour, my heart cries for you every single day and I die without you every moment of my life Luther, you did nothing wrong, it is just the cruel fate of mine, which is making us suffer", I said and kissed his forehead, he was staring me without blinking his eyes,

" If you want me this much Jackcy, then why on the earth you are carrying his baby huh, why the hell you let him touch you, why you let him fuck you huh, that all rights we're mine, did not they were Jackcy, did not I waited for that day from years, our precious wedding day", he said in pure rage,

his eyes become so dark due to anger, and the grip of his on my arms become tighter, which was hurting me a lot, and tears were continuously rolling down from my cheeks,

"Listen to me once Luther, let me explain to you something", I said in my shuttering voice, and he pushed me straight, I handled myself somehow, tried to save myself and not to fell down, as I was still feeling low and my knees were hurt already,

I stood straight maintaining some good distance from him, I again dialed Alesso's number and he picked my phone in one ring, and I explained everything to him, and he said he will pick him from here, and I thought I should leave from here, I look at him one last time, he was about to fall down from the bench because he was unable to balance himself on the bench,

I quickly ran in his direction and holds his upper body, although he was heavy than me, still, I managed somehow and made him sit again, and all of sudden he did something unexpected, he holds my hand and kissed my lips so gently and smoothly,

I felt just like before, the way he used to kiss me before, making me shiver to my spine, and make my heartbeat as high as a thunderstorm, and made my stomach thousands of butterflies, he was kissing me restlessly, his mouth was tasting alcohol, I know I hate alcohol, but now I was liking it, I do not know why,

He was asking my permission to enter inside my mouth, which I gave it happily, only God knows from how long I was craving for his kiss, he did not let me touch him since the day I deceived him, and I know that I was taking advantage of his drunken situation, but I was really craving for his touch, I missed him a lot,

He was exploring my mouth like there was no tomorrow, he was holding me the way like he will die if I left him,

I was kissing him with equal passion, like crazy, holding his face and cupping his face, my fingers were roaming into his smooth hair, and when he felt breathless he left my mouth, and I kissed his forehead and his whole fave,

I stooped immediately when I heard the clutch of the door,