131 I WILL ACCEPT

Jackcy's Point Of View, 

I know these days are going so weird, Luther is also getting so romantic these days and I am disappointing him all the time, it is like I am making him upset always, I feel bad for him sometimes, I know he deserves happiness and  honestly I am trying to change myself, not for him but me, I know I also want him, when he touches me, my body wants more from him, but my heart is still scared, I do not know if I am ready for this or not but I am trying my best to do and I hope someday I will be confident and then I will be the happiest girl on the earth, no one knows but I also want to be his, I want him to kiss me and I want to kiss him but just waiting so that he does not feel that he is forcing himself on me, I want to be loved and I want to love him more and more,