1 I CANNOT DO THIS ANYMORE

I feels so sick,

I feel like I am dying within.

My heart is melting and I am running out of oxygen.

It is so funny to see me this way, is it not?

Well, I am glad you are happy,

That I am suffering..

What should I tell you about me,

when you know everything.

I cannot do this anymore..

I am breaking inside...

I feel suicidal but all I care right now is about just giving up to the core

But what do I get in return,

Just being a lonely coward I guess.

My anxiety is hitting on me,

And I cannot stop crying in a lonely room,

But i am sure to keep my head held high with a big bright smile,

When I am out in public..

Don't worry love,

I am already dead on the inside...