658 HIS DECLARATION

Then there is also Sofia and…Katarina. He himself don't know why he couldn't release himself from this matter.

Love is a headache. 

But once he is in it, it is hard to extricate himself. 

He is not a monk or some ascetic that refrain from falling in love. But who would have thought once you fell in love it would be this hard?

Being pathetic and being silly, is this what love is all about? 

Because that is what Azief felt when he is in love. He felt pathetic and he felt silly. He does thing and then he looks back and he found himself to be very silly.

And he could not stop. he wanted to slap himself when he said that his heart love two person. It felt like he is some kind of a trashy person.

And it hurts his heart so much, knowing that both of those women hurt because of him. 

He did not know how to respond because he was never loved before. 

And now that he had gained so much love, he is confused what love really is.