I Am Pregnant

SARAH'S POV

I lay back on my chair while closing my eyes thinking to take a little rest.

I look up when someone shakes me a little at my shoulder.

"Mam are you alright?" My assistant Mirabella spoke looking at my pale face.

"I am tired I guess." I again closed my eyes and I felt her cold hand on my forehead.

"Mam I guess you have a fever." I heard her worried voice.

Even I felt like I had a fever.

"Should I call the doctor?" She spoke again.

"No, I guess just get me an Advil and I will be fine I guess," I said while my eyes were still closed.

"I will be back in a minute." She ran outside while I decided to head back home and rest. I open my eyes to call Nora. While I was calling Nora, I noticed Mirabella's phone chimed and a notification appeared on the screen saying your menstrual is expected in three days.

This caught my attention.

'I don't even remember when I last got my periods.' I panic while cutting the phone line.

'I had unprotected sex not once or twice but several times.' I felt as if someone had taken my breath away.

My whole body started sweating about the risk I took due to my stupidity.

'How can I be so careless? How I have not thought about this till now?' I started taking deep breaths for more oxygen.

'What… What… if..if... I am pregnant?' The mare of thought is shaking me to the core.

Bile rose in me and I ran towards the washroom and puked my tummy out.

"Mam are you alright?" I heard the concerned voice of Mirabella from outside the washroom...

"Cleaning my mouth, " I came out "I am fine." but I know I am not fine. I am feeling sick very-very sick.

I held the door to support and took a deep breath again.

"Here take this" she gave me medicine and a glass of water and I froze at that moment.

I was a science student and I know I should not take any medicine till I find out if I am pregnant or not.

It can be harmful to the baby.

'My Baby.' The mare of thought has given some unknown shudder and hair of my body rose.

I don't know if I am happy or sad but I know I am scared. Very scared.

"I need to find out as soon as possible. But how?' I was thinking of standing at the same spot where she was looking at me with a worried expression with a glass of water and medicine in her hand.

"Ahem, Mirabella I guess my stomach is also upset." Clutching my stomach, I walk towards my chair.

"Mam wait, I will order medicine for you." Saying I started ordering from her phone.

"Amm no, actually I know what medicine I need so can you pass me your phone I shall order by myself please?" I asked her and forwarded her phone to me.

"Do you mind if I keep it on your phone till I get my medicine?" I asked her.

"No mam, not at all. Call me if you need anything I will be outside only. And here I wanted your signature on this file but we can wait for sure so don't worry about it." Saying she left after giving me a small smile and I nodded with a smile again.

I ordered ten different types of pregnancy tests and paid by my card. I waited some time while tracking the delivery status. The moment I noticed it got delivered I deleted my order from her phone and waited for my stuff and after a while I heard a knock and Mirabella walked inside with a brown paper bag.

"Mam your medicine." She came and handed over the parcel to me.

"Thank you, you may leave. She takes your phone." I dismissed her but I noticed her hesitation leaving me alone looking at my state but I wanted her to get out asap.

I rush to the bathroom and arrange all the ten kits lined up. I started working on my work and one by one I dropped my pee into the kit.

The sudden perspiration I was feeling all over my body and sweat droplets dripping from my face towards my neck lost somewhere into my cleavage.

I held a slab to hold my body before I fell on my butt.

I glued my eyes on the kits, tears were flowing from my eyes like a Niagara fall.

I was looking without blinking and then results started coming one by one.

1,2,3,4,5,6,7,8,9,10

I felt a sudden paralysis. Someone has snatched my breath away from me. I took a few steps back to shaking my head in denial.

I suddenly felt suffocated, and my chest started painting.

I was closing and opening my eyes and my vision was blurry.

'I need air, I need air.' My mind warns me.

I looked around the place and I felt more suffocated.

Rolling my eyes, I search my way out. And the door felt like a ray of hope at that moment.

Holding the toilet seat, I walked with a wobbly leg toward the door and opened it and saw someone was about to punch me.

But I did not flinch as I was too lost in my thoughts.

"Mam I have been knocking on the door for the past half an hour. And when you did not open, I called him." I was listening to what she was saying but I was too lost.

I don't know what she is talking about.

"Mam are you alright?" She spoke holding my body.

And that's it. I could not hold back my tears and I started crying like a baby. I can see her panic state but I care not.

Holding her in my arms I cry and cry. My body lost balance and I dropped down to the floor. She held me carefully before I fell on the floor completely and sat with me while hugging me.

I don't know till when I cry but I just cry and cry and cry.

"What's wrong?" I heard someone's voice.

Someone I know. But again, where is he? Why can't I see him?

"Baby what's wrong?" I heard him coo at me and took me in his arms.

I looked up with my blurry eyes and found him looking at me with…. concern??

"Darling talk to me? What's wrong? Did someone hurt you? Something is bothering you, tell me?" He observed my whole body and worry was visible on his face.

'The person who is the reason for my misery is concerned about the state which is gifted by him.' I thought and still sob looking at his face.

"Stop crying darling. You're scaring me." He again pulled me to his chest and I held him like a leech and I sob even more.

"Give me some water." He said and pushed me a little away from him holding the rim of the glass on my lips but shaking my head I again clutched his body back.

"What happened today tells me everything." He ordered sternly and Mirabella explained everything from work to my health.

"Out." He again spoke rudely but again I care less right now.

He let me cry while rocking me back and forth and I don't know till how long I cried but next when I opened my eyes, I was laying on the couch of my office.

I felt my head heavy and I closed my eyes while groaning.

I again opened my eyes and looked here and there and my cabin lights were dim and I could see it's dark outside from the window.

I sat on the couch again and the starlet looked at Sean who was looking at me creepily. "Gosh, Sean, you scared me," I said while keeping my hands to my chest.

"Do you have any idea how much you scared me today?" He walked to me with a slow step and I scrunch my eyebrow while reviving my memory slowly all the events started flowing in my mind and my tears came back to his place and started dropping their way out.

My lips wobble remembering everything and tears pooled out from my eyes.

I looked at him while tears started flowing like rain.

Looking at me he scrunched his eyebrow and sat next to me and now he looked worried.

"What's wrong? Why are you crying?" He asked while taking my hands in his.

Hearing his soothing voice, I broke into sobs again.

"Sarah, baby now you're scaring me." He took me in his embrace and for a moment I forgot what I thought about him.

Right now, I just need assurance that someone is there for me.

His small gesture of affection is enough for me.

"Tell me baby what's wrong?" He again encouraged me but I was too lost in my sob.

"Your assistant told me you are not feeling well. Is something hurting you somewhere? Do you want to go to the doctors? Hmm?" he coos at me while I push myself more into him.

Holding my body, he made me sit on his lap. "What's wrong?" He whispers.

Gulping my saliva I gather some courage and clutch his shirt "I..I." I again started sobbing before I complete my sentence

"You what baby? Tell me?" He again spoke soothingly.

"I...I am…pregnant." I whisper. I doubt if he has heard me but his body gets rigid instantly hence, I know he heard me.

"Nora" I flinched at his loud voice and in no time Nora was inside.

Pain in my heart was so much and right now his embrace was giving me the warmth I needed the most. Hence, I wasn't caring about my surroundings.

"Clear the cabin. It's time." He ordered him.

I have no idea what the meaning of clear and it's time but I heard some hustle-bustle.

"Sir this." I guess he gave something to him but I did not bother. I was too busy whipping while spoiling his shirt.

Next, I heard the door close. He did not leave me at all, just kept me to his chest.

Now my cry has stopped and so do my whimpers.

"Sir, we are ready." Nora came in some time and spoke.

"He got up while keeping me in his arms. I was too lost in my thoughts so I did not bother what was going on around me and kept my head in the crook of his neck.

In his car again he kept me stuck to his chest and tears were still dripping bit by bit.

Having a baby is not something I have ever thought about in my life.

What will I do when the baby arrives?

I again felt heaviness and I closed my eyes and again sleep took over me.

Next, when I opened my eyes, I noticed Sean was fasting my seat belt. I looked around and found myself again in some chopper. Sean was too busy doing what he was doing and once he was done, he closed the door and started talking to security standing in a line where the chopper is parked.

I peek out and notice a long building around that means a chopper is parked at the terrace of some building.

I was looking here and there feeling like a new-born who is too lost looking at the surroundings.

Just a split second my sight went backside. My head was flung back in the same direction.

I saw Alvera looking at me with a worried expression and I looked to the other side where Bella was sleeping peacefully on the seat.

'What are they doing here?' finally my mind started working and I again looked at my surroundings.

It was dark outside and a big building was shining with dim light. There was a heavy wind blowing outside.

Sean settled himself on the pilot seat and wore the headphones.

He looked at me for a fraction of seconds and again went back to his work "Wear the headphone." He spoke while doing something on the dashboard.

"Where are we going?" I asked, looking at him.

"I will tell you everything later. First, do as I say." He spoke and his voice held a clear indication for me. No more questions.

And I know I have no space for argument. Not at least now.