1 Edge Of Deep Suffering

1772. August 12th. A Tall Lady lived in a small house her boyfriend used to lived in, pulling a cherry off from the fruit bag before sitting on the window staring at a large garden her neighbors own. The boyfriend left. He found someone he would rather put his entire life into. He even left his daughter, the one thing the Lady hated but tempted anyway in order to make her first love happy. This lady name is Luimthera. Most people calls her Luima for short. She was 24 years old, living with the daughter she never wanted, Lucia. Lucia was very silent. Almost Heartless the way she acted. The mother was the only person that she showed some little light towards. She didn't like the father, mainly because the way he acted, like he is forcing himself too much towards her. Luimthera was suffering from anxiety over the abandon of her boyfriend. She spent 2 years losing weight just to loss weight like he asked and when he had no job due to being in a hospital, she threw away her addictions and tried finding a job to pay bills and also take care of the kid he always wanted. Lucia, despite never being the one to speak, would cook after seeing her mother cooked. She would make her food before going back to her room. Lucia was only seven. Luima ate the food whenever her daughter wasn't around, due to her being called a bear when she eats. She was very self conscious. Later that week, she got a mail from her ex, wanting to confess that he was sorry about everything. She learned the truth why he disappeared. He explained that he forced himself to have a life he never wanted and now has found an answer to what he want, something much better than he could of wished for. The life he had with Luima made him wanted to end himself because of mainly how the child turn up. At the time when he forced himself to have that life, he also forced to have a relationship with her. He had no interest in her, and them dating only happen because of a silly bet he lost anyway. This put her on the Edge of Deep Suffering: Can't decide how to continue the life she is in and doesn't know how to leave it. On a cliff just looking down at a very very dark lake, the end was right beneath her but her mind was so broken she couldn't even comprehend her own suicidal thoughts. Endless hours of constant thoughts ran through her head that night. Lucia felt nothing. She would rather see her mother than the father. She thought maybe telling her might cheer her up but, she was not confident. Luima to this new bar that open late at night.

Once it hit the weekend, she goes to the bar at night. The bar was very dead. When the bar close that night, she got drunk due to what they put in her drink and began getting passed around by the men in that bar. A man name Trevé told her that he liked to have fun with Luima more. Luima felt too high to disagree and also due to being on edge of suffering. For a few months, the bar became famous because of Luima at night, throwing her body around for the guys and making Treve rich. She enjoyed this WAY more than she should. Lucia wouldn't see her mother a few nights. She was unsure to feel worried or feel scared.. one day Treve invited Luima to spend an entire two weeks with just the two of them due to a crime happening near the bar. Secretly, the bar had criminals who stole money from the customers jobs that gets super drunk. The public found this suspicious and shut the bar down for a little. Luima and Treve spent days, nights. Just having sex and drinking. One day, the bar was allowed open again and Luima went home. She remembered she had a daughter. Lucia was just waiting in her room, expecting her mother to give her night rants as usual. She also noticed her mother was pregnant. She knew this because she knows her next door neighbor is pregnant. Two months past and her body started to feel strange. She was giving birth very early. Lucia was able to get the neighbors help and took her mother to a small hospital. A baby boy was born. Later that week, Treve mentioned that he was able to afford the new mansion now they have the money. Everyone from the bar got their belongings, preparing to move with Treve. Everyone knew except Luima. Lucia and Luima was walking, she notice the large mansion that is popular and Treve walking by to go inside. Luima wasn't allowed inside he said. Treve then took the baby and left her outside the gate. She was force back home.

The city was going to kick her out if she didn't pay for the house and still lived in it. She was more on edge of deep suffering than before. This time sitting on a broken peice of wood right on the lake, taking in all the aroma of death that ran through her thoughts. This broke her in many ways. That night she left her home and tried sneaking into the mansion. Dogs came after her and messed up her leg. When Treve and her men caught her, him and his men said they was going to let her live here as a slave for eight days and she had no choice. After being a slave for them, she was kicked out and forced to leave and never come back. Before she left, she took the baby with her and went to Trevé's old house. She was in stress, unable to think of what to do anymore. The wood plank she was on was slowly breaking apart. She is known for being involved in criminal activities in her past and the police wanted her in jail for life. She seen a picture of Treve old family photo and she was reminded she also had a daughter. She quickly rushed home through the rain, with the messed up leg still. She found her daughter with a bunch of wounds, dead in her bedroom chained to the wall. Her face badly bruised and legs horrifying twisted. She rushed back and police were outside, taking her in for killing her own child. Trevé s men tortured her daughter and forced her to call the cops to tell them her own mother was beating her. Right when she got done, they shot her. Lucia tried to stall from a good hour,, but she couldn't. She realized her mother is strong for suffering this long without crying. Luima rushed into a police car and drove off. She runs through the mansion gate to exposed the criminals in the mansion and made her get away. She made her way to the house with the baby trying to protect herself from, the world. She was having another break down and the baby crying was only intensifying it. Her edge of suffering was getting worse, looking at the dark lake, not only seeing her reflection but seeing it being cleared away.. a sign of losing yourself into death. The life would also leave her eyes as her soul couldn't even find its host. She shot the baby for being loud and heard Treve yelling, as his crew knocked on the door. She was found. Some were throwing flaming bottles in the house. They rushed in, thought she escape or thought she died in the fire. but she was dead due to her taking her own life, using the gun. The baby was the only thing that got burned. The boys took her dead body and thrown it towards the hungry dogs.

Her edge of deep suffering has ended. She was no longer suffering..

She later woke up in a dark cold space, chained from her arms and legs.

"You was decided to be the Limbo's new ruler as punishment for failing to live in humanity successfully."

A consciousness awoken in the void one day called Limbo. A place where souls of once the living goes to before leaving to heaven and hell. Both heaven and hell, no longer existed. Leaving the souls in the endless void. Due to it suddenly having a consciousness, it couldn't handle the process of having the souls.

For 298 years, Luima been chained and forced to watch each soul that has died life flash before her. Seeing its life, regret, suffering, and death. Finally she risen and became its new minister. Waking up in a place called Limbo garden. Having the responsibility to stay alive for the souls from the living to have a place to be. Each soul would fill her up with power. She used this time in Limbo garden to practice what she could do. Limbo Garden was a cemetery without signs. Instead the souls would be inside flowers. Inside the flower, the soul rest. Luimthera would pick up the flower and read its life. Gaining strength from the souls suffering before putting it down. She had full control over the Limbo Garden. She possess powers that could relate to being a God and beyond. She learned to manipulate souls and turn souls into weapons. Each minute and hour, a flower grows, alarming her someone from the living has died. One day, a lady appeared infront of her who presented herself as hell, threatening to take her flowers away. After the two exchange fatal attacks, Luimthera was thrilled. Enjoying her power and abality to fight. Her outfit was very revealing.. Hell noticed. Luimthera explained, she spent years gaining this loss of weight, why hide it? She decide she wants to fight more. Her Edge of Deep Suffering was no longer part of her, instead she turned it into a weapon. A weapon with a name called. Royal theater. She thought why not just get rid of humanity. They obviously cannot live life like they supposed to if they are dying so easily. She watched lady hell leave and questioned her motive. Lady Hell, is actually Hell but in a physical form.

She used her Limbo powers to design herself an outfit along with a throne to sit on with a castle that floats above her Limbo Garden. She created an orb that watched Earth, waiting to see something worth checking. If someone she watch has a suicidal thought, she will kill them herself. Luimthera had no regrets in her decisions. Her only regret she had in her life was forgetting her own daughter. She considered both her and her life as human two different people.

"One suffers from living.. the other assimilate from everyone.. Which is worse~? I'd say the one who assimilates from those who suffers from living. Because those that are living, cherry-picked their life. Leading to suffering."