1 [ ONE ] ALONE, BUT STILL SURROUNDED

"Such a weirdo..." my coworker tought as she walked out of the now empty room "But, I guess it takes nothing to be nice..."

"Have a nice weekend" she said without evem looking in my direction.

Today was realy tiring, and still, i had a pen-drive with more work to do home.

I was alone, sometimes i thoght i was hated by everyone. Still, thats normal... i think.

Placing my things in my bag, I read the name of one of the folders in my desk "Samantha"

I did the work of other, not only mine, i didn't do it for their aproval or anithing. I just did.

Quikly I placed the folder in my bag and stoped thinking about it.

They turned off the lamps. In the dark I moved out of the Room, I was in luck. Samantha caled the elevator back for me.

In the streets waited for the bus, and was almost squeezes out inside it.

After the bus, I had the Train, after the train, another bus and finaly home.

One tiny apartament with only one romm, one kitchen and one bathroom. I could efford more, but didn't need it.

Without changing clothes or taking off my shoes, placed my bag in the corridor and sit myself in front of my computer.

Turned it on and quikily cheked off some reviews.

"Wait... did the MC realy just die? Like for Real??" An anonimous guy asked, surprinsing, it was the top coment.

"Everyone is dying! This guy is a psycho, give me back my cute and little Hyro!" - Kytty2455 - "I know that it was cool to have his story reaveled, but, GODDAM I was not expeting that"

"Yeah... I was expecting Tenno to die, but the rest..." - Anonimous - "Do you think the Writer will bring them back?"

"I don't think so" - Dragun2322 - "But, they are (Technicaly) fighting a type of god, so, is death the end? ; -) "

Without realizing, i smiled, i normaly realized one chapter for week. This time, i would release all last 10 chapter in one go.

Just waiting for midnight. "Did I give them to much information?" I said to miself "I didn't think they would theorize so much just because of one cliffhanger"

My heart skiped a beat, it realy was painfull to let go of these character. I realy wanted to be with them, but amazing people like them shouldn't be with a nobody like me.

"Whem will the next chapter realese?" a new coment shoued up.

"Every Saturday a new chapter is realesed" I responded without thinking to much.

"OMG the Writter responded!" Dragun2322, the same as the coment of three days ago "Now my question, what time saturday???"

"You will see, and thank for the feedback" I slowly started to remenber other coments from him, i think even from the first chapter, one that i regret how bad i it was written.

I looked up, a few more minutes until midnight, my clock was off for one hour. Just didn't find motivation to fix it for weeks.

Looking now, everywhere around me was a mess. At least it was MY mess.

I was glad that i refused the fake invites that my coworkers fed me today. I am sure they didn't want me to have a drink with them, just inveted me to lessen the guilt of pushing their work to me.

Truly, i was lonely.

No family, no friends or anything besides what i writte to keep me going.

Looking at the screen again, the coment that i coment on was now flooded with people.

But, Unlike real life, whem i was surrounded by these people in the coments, i didn't fell alone.

Looked up again, already midnight.

Finishing a history that I loved more than any of my readers, "And... publish"

I felt a breze inside my apartment, started to fell extremely sleepy.

I got a glance at the corridor, my vision was bluried by a few tears, maybe got a bit to emocional.

Trew miself in my bed at the floor. I couldn't move my body, "I am realy happy that they got a happy ending..."

'Step...' 'Step..' 'Step.' 'Step'

"What is that shining? A knife? it, it is so beautiful....." My heart was in imense pain, but it stopped.

In my drean, i found miself in a white space.

There i could see milions and bilions of stars and galaxies. But i could not be a part of them.

In the center of the room, a kid sited while crying rivers. I knew that pain, the pain of only being able to observe from a far.

I stepped closer to the kid.

"My whole life, it felt like i was a puppet bring controled by myself..." I thought while walking.

Tried to confort the kid, to hug it and tell that everything was okay.

Tried to tell to the kid that he was not alone.

The kid looked at me and smiled, a smile full of sadness but one that could become one of pure hapiness and joy.

I woke up facing the blue sky, felt the greem grass in my head and body.

"Where am I?" I asked myself putting my hand to the sky.

But it wasn't my hand, like an wooden puppet hand.

"Ah?" placed both hands in front of my face, both puppet like "AAA!" i scremed.