life after you I wish for a second chance

Living a life without him was hard for me  I know I've lost him because of what I did to him Now, I'm starting to realise the pain I've caused him  It must have been tiring for him to lead on without having any hope . I know that I'm wrong . I must ve been there for him but I refused to accept him and his love for me By the time I felt his love for me . He was no more . Here I am all alone before his resting place 'I wish for a second chance  '