13 Scared to love again

After arriving at the hotel mu Liang decided to take a cold shower. It was getting difficult for him to endure. But he also didn't want to scare her.

Meanwhile, the flight was more than good for Xia lan. Her mind was on him. His charming. The way he looks at her. Everything was feeling unreal. She never thought after the worst betrayal someone can fill his heart with all warmth. But she was scared, scared to love again, to trust again. In her heart, she was feeling complex emotions.

'Maybe I will never able to trust someone, to love someone with the core my heart.'

She wanted to forget about wengshan but it is not easy to do that. After giving him her 8 years, he didn't just break her heart he broke her soul, her soul was wounded. Whenever she thought about him her heart ached. She wanted to end her life but not before breaking him. She wanted him to pay 100 folds of what she suffered.

Whenever she felt sad she used to sing. After reaching the hotel she changed her dress and started playing guitar. The music was deep and said. She sang with her blurry eyes. Tears were rolling down her cheeks.

'Punish me or whether, forget me'

'Just tell why should I live without you?'

'Whether you make me laugh or make me cry'

'I just want so much that you give me your refuge'

'If you say so, I'll forget the world and make you alone my world.'

She kept singing for hours. She was feeling awfully exhausted so she went to sleep.

While sleeping she saw herself in the darkness she ran, ran and ran but never found any light.

She was crying, weeping, begging for help but no one came. Suddenly she felt a sharp pain in her chest and her eyes flew open. She was panting. Her pillow was wet with her tears. She quickly pushed the bedcovers aside and went to the kitchen. She took a glass poured some red wine and went to the balcony. The wind was caressing her face she sipped some wine. It was 2 am in the morning. Suddenly her phone rung. She picked up her phone it was an unknown number. She answered, to her surprise it was mu Liang.

"Well, it's not right to drink wine all alone in the midnight."

She was dumbfounded. She looked around and asked

"Are you ghost?"

He laughed "well of course not. I'm at Champs Elysées. I was at a meeting and guess what after the meeting I went to the garden and there I saw a beautiful girl standing on her balcony sipping wine. Now would you like to look down ma'am?"

He waved his hands. She saw him and felt some kind of warmth and joy.

"Wait a minute coming down."

She went to the garden without any second thought she hugged him and melted in his arms.

He was surprised by her sudden hug. She hugged him for quite some time in the silence.

No one broke the silence he hugged her back.