9 DISCOVERING MY SEXUALITY

Juan José and Mia were there, enjoying a romantic night at “Le Bernardin” and they had just been in love for one year.

"Juan José, love, what will you do tonight?" Mia Spadaro asked while she gave him a kiss on the mouth.

"I'm going with Luis Alberto to a party for one of our best friends and from there, I don't know what will happen next," Juan José replied, as he returned the kiss.

"Have a lot of fun, but don't be late because tomorrow you have work," Mia told him, hugging him.

"Ok and I'll keep it in mind," Juan José replied while hugging her. And they continued to enjoy their romantic evening.

Meanwhile, in the Restaurant "Buenos Aires", Luis Alberto, and Celina Culocci, were also celebrating their year of love in that restaurant.

"Honey, what will you do later?" Celina asked while she took Luis Alberto's hand.

"Baby, I'm going with Juan José to a party for one of our best friends, and from there, who knows where we would go," Luis Alberto replied, while he held Celina's hand tightly.

“Don't stay awake for a long time. Try to come back as early as possible. Remember that you have work tomorrow”, Celina told him, with a tender voice.

"Ok, boss, I'll keep it in mind," Luis Alberto told her, while he bumped his nose with hers.

"Luis Alberto, you are playful tonight," Celina told him, immensely happy.

"Do you think?" Luis Alberto asked him, while he played with Celina.

And he was because he kept making all kinds of jokes on Celina and he did not stop playing with her hair.

After dinner, Luis Alberto, and Juan José, accompanied Mia and Celina to their respective houses, said goodbye to them, with a kiss on the mouth, and went to their respective houses, to change clothes for the party.

"Juan José, hurry up or we won't find a parking space," Luis Alberto told him, as he watched the time.

"I'm going. I don't know why you hurry me if we always find parking”, Juan José replied.

"You only took half an hour, nothing more," Luis Alberto told him, seeing him leave the room.

"You always checking me with your watch," Juan José told him.

"And as always, you delay worse than a woman," Luis Alberto replied.

Juan José and Luis Alberto had arrived without any problem at their best friend's party.

Everyone was happy, sharing that special moment, with their childhood friends.

"Why don't we play bottle?" said Adrian, the birthday boy.

"How are we going to play it if we are all men?" said Máximo.

"And there are no women," Lucas said.

"You should have invited women, to play bottle," said Gian Marcos.

"Cowards! It's just a game, nothing more,” said Leopoldo.

"Don't tell me you doubt your manhood?" Camilo asked.

"Let's play the famous bottle," said Rigoberto.

And they began to play bottle. Since everyone knew what the game is about, they avoided the trouble of explaining what the game is about.

They all started kissing on the mouth and for five minutes. Now, it was their turn to kiss Luis Alberto and Juan José.

They did not know why, but the two were afraid to kiss and ended up kissing at the insistence of all their friends.

At first, they were shy, but before long, they got carried away by their emotions and began to really kiss each other with their tongues and it was a kiss that was too passionate and hot.

That kiss lasted more than half an hour and they could not stop kissing madly and passionately. They both felt that something had taken over them because they could not stop kissing.

While that was happening, everyone realized that they are still in love and no one has realized that; much less, they realized that they are gay.

They played "Let's make love" as background music and that made them continue to kiss passionately.

When they managed to separate, they immediately avoided each other, and each went their own way.

“Juan José, what is it? What did you feel when you kissed Luis Alberto?” asked Máximo.

"Nothing," replied Juan José.

"Tell the truth," asked Máximo.

"I'm gay and I know there was 'something else in that kiss, or am I wrong? he asked again.

"Apart from that I don't know which one, wanted to kiss him that way and my other part, told me not to kiss him, to try to stop that," Juan José replied.

"I know what you feel, and I also know that passionately kissing him dominated more, because there was even a tongue in that kiss," answered Máximo.

"Kiss with a tongue?" Juan José asked.

"That's right and on the part of both and too much sexual tension on the part of both", answered Máximo.

Juan José was trying to understand what had happened. I had many unanswered questions and did not know exactly what to do.

On the other hand, I could not stop looking at Luis Alberto and thinking about that kiss they gave each other. Juan José saw Luis Alberto talking to his friends as if nothing had happened.

Máximo saw how Juan José saw Luis Alberto and saw him with love and Luis Alberto did the same towards Juan José.

"Think carefully about everything that is happening to you with Luis Alberto. You cannot continue with your life, with the insecurity and restlessness that, if you love him or not," said Máximo.

"Ok, I will. I will think well about everything you told me and thank you," said Juan José.

Suddenly, Juan José's phone rang and when he saw, it was a message from Luis Alberto, saying the following: "Juan José, I do not want you to worry about the kiss, because it did not mean anything, it's just part of the game of the bottle. Please relax we're your best friend's birthday. "

And that is what Juan José did. He relaxed and began to enjoy his friend's birthday party.

Luis Alberto, seeing that Juan José was uncomfortable with his presence, simply walked away from him and began to go to the other side.

The more time passed, the more uncomfortable Luis Alberto saw that Juan José was so, he did not want to bother him anymore and decided to leave.

"Well, Adrián, I wish you a happy birthday, have a good time. I'm leaving," said Luis Alberto, handing him the gift.

"But why are you leaving so early?" Adrian asked.

"Tomorrow I have a job and I promised Celina that I would go home early," said Luis Alberto.

"Are you running away from me?" Juan José asked.

"No, I'm not running away from you. What I said is true, tomorrow I have work, that is all," said Luis Alberto.

"Tomorrow we all work. If you do not go, because you are running away from me, then stay," Juan José told him.

"Ok, I'm staying," Luis Alberto said.

"Good, because I don't want you to leave. As for your message, I do feel strange, because it is the first time that I kiss a man passionately, although we already had our first kiss years ago," said Juan José.

They were all happy, celebrating Adrián's birthday, who completely forgot that they must work tomorrow.

They were happy, drinking, talking about their memories of the past and how quickly time passes.

The next day, the phone would not stop ringing and from what Luis Alberto heard, it was Celina's voice.

The moment he turns around, he sees Juan José, next to him and completely naked and when he lifts the sheet, he was also completely naked, and they were at Luis Alberto's house.

Luis Alberto could not believe that he had slept with Juan José, he did not even remember how it happened. When he lifted the sheet, he noticed that he was excited. The phones would not stop ringing and I did not know whether to answer or not.

At that moment, Juan José got up and was disoriented because he did not know where he was. When he turns his head, he sees Luis Alberto, who was by his side and completely naked.

"What happened?" Juan José asked, trying to understand how he ended up there, along with Luis Alberto.

“Now, we don't have time to talk. Get dressed that our phones haven't stopped ringing and we have to find out which one is your phone, and which one is mine,” Luis Alberto said, scared.

"I have a question; did we make love or not?" Juan José asked.

“I am completely naked and if you are, it means that we did. Just get dressed, pick up your phone and please go away”, said Luis Alberto, nervous.

The moment Juan José picks up the phone, he sees that he has quite a few missed calls from his girlfriend, Mia Spadaro.

“I have more than twenty missed calls from Mia and more than a hundred messages also from Mia, what happened?” said Juan José, seeing that he had too many missed messages and calls from Mia.

“Won't you pretend to call her here? Get dressed quickly and go in search of him, but not here”, said Luis Alberto nervously while he was getting dressed.

“Ok, I won't call her here. I will do it as soon as I leave your house”, said Juan José, as he got dressed.

While Juan José and Luis Alberto were getting dressed, they could not help but see themselves naked and they could not help but contemplate each other and they were doing it covertly.

The moment Juan José finished dressing, he took his shoes and left Luis Alberto's house, without saying goodbye.

Luis Alberto took advantage of the fact that Juan José left and began to fix the room; so that, no one would notice that he spent the night with Juan José and now he was doing that, he felt the aroma of Juan José on his skin.

Frightened, Luis Alberto goes to bathe, so that there is no trace of Juan José on his skin.

After bathing, Luis Alberto decides to stay home, because he did not know what to answer Celina if he asked her what happened last night or how the party was.

Luis Alberto was alone at home, thinking about everything that had happened between him and Juan José, from the kiss until a few minutes ago.

Every time his phone rang, he only saw who it was and in all those times, it was Mia and Celina, both in the messages and in the calls.

He did not want to answer or respond to anyone, because all he wanted to do is understand what happened yesterday and try to forget what happened.

The next day, Luis Alberto, went to work and everything was happening normally until he saw Celina at the door of his office.

Hello Celina. How are you?” Luis Alberto asked him, trying to be calm, although inside, he was nervous.

“Hi Luis, I'm fine. And you? How are you? Why didn't you reply to my messages or return my calls? I was really worried about you and the same happened to Mia with Juan José”, Celina replied, as she approached him to kiss him.

"Sorry, I just fell asleep and lost track of time. They have no idea where Juan José is?” Luis Alberto asked, trying to hide his nervousness.

"No, we did not know where he was until he appeared at Mia's house yesterday, and from that moment on, they are together," Celina replied, as she sat on Luis Alberto's lap.

After listening to Celina, Luis Alberto calmed down and told himself that "everything has gone back to normal."

They talked for a few more minutes and agreed to have lunch together at Queen Restaurant because it is the restaurant that was closest to their jobs.

Celina left Luis Alberto's office happy because she could see that she was fine and that nothing bad had happened to her.

What Luis Alberto did not know is the surprise that Celina had prepared for him and the same thing happened to Juan José, who was preparing to go to Queens.

The first to arrive at the "Queens Restaurant" was Juan José and Mia and since they already had a reserved table, they simply went there.

"Why did you reserve the table?" Juan José asked, surprised to see that they had a reserved table.

"You will see. Just stay calm and enjoy the food,” Mia said, smiling when she saw Juan José's expression.

A few minutes later, Luis Alberto and Celina arrive. When both see each other, they do not know how to act and are surprised and shocked to see each other, because they did not expect to see each other so soon.

"Come on Luis Alberto, let's sit down," Celina said, incredulous without knowing what was happening.

"Sit where?" asks Luis Alberto, nervous.

"With them. Let us eat together,” said Celina, who practically pushed Luis Alberto to sit with them.

After Celina managed to lead Luis Alberto to the table where Juan José and Mia were, they decided to order immediately, because they did not have much time.

Celina and Mia put Juan José and Luis Alberto together. They both felt that there was something between them that made them be together, but they did not know what that something was.

As soon as the waiter came, they decided to order without delay and ordered Ham Steak and three eggs, Western Omelet, Country Omelet, Meat lover’s Omelet, Turkish Omelet, four coffees with milk and fruits.

“I have a question and it is, why didn't they tell us the four of us were going to have lunch? What is the mystery about?” asked Juan José, trying to control himself by having Luis Alberto close to him.

"Why so much mystery? Before they were best friends and now, they get upset if we decide to have lunch together, "said Mia, who did not understand what was happening.

“There is no mystery; so, put your imaginations aside. This meeting is strange because we never agree to do something together and suddenly, we are here, the four of us having lunch together, "said Luis Alberto, not knowing what to do or how he should act, having Juan José next to him.

"What do you have to hide? What do you want to get out of this?” asked Juan José, seeing Celina's and Mía's faces.

"Nothing, just having lunch together, is all," Mia said.

At that moment, the waiter arrived with the orders and once he left the food he left.

The four of them were enjoying lunch, although Juan José and Luis Alberto were uncomfortable and did not know what to do about it.

“Tonight, the four of us go out, please. It doesn't always have to be work, you also have to have fun, "said Celina, putting together the plan for tonight.

"Neither tonight nor the following nights will I be able to go out, because I have a lot of work to do, before traveling to Dubai," said Luis Alberto, stating the reasons why he will not be able to go out with them for a single night.

"When are you leaving for Dubai?" Juan José asked, taking Luis Alberto's answer by surprise.

“I'm leaving next week for two months and it's for work. My boss wants me to personally supervise the opening of one of our companies because he wants everything to be perfect, "replied Luis Alberto, trying to avoid Juan José's gaze.

"Why didn't you tell me before?" Celina asked, annoyed at not knowing Luis Alberto's plans.

“Because they told me this morning, I just started working and since then, I haven't stopped working. I'm saturated with work, I don't have time for anything and I'm not joking when I tell you this and as of today, I don't have a starting time,” said Luis Alberto seriously.

"Even if it is, hang out with us for a while and after that, you go back to work," Celina told him.

“Celina, what can't you understand me? I can't, because I'm saturated with work, stop pressing me, please and thank you, "said Luis Alberto, annoyed at Celina's insistence.

"Ok, I won't bother you anymore and I'll leave you alone," Celina said, taking a deep breath, seeing that she could not convince Luis Alberto.

"I'm glad you understood because we would be in trouble if you continued to insist on the same thing," said Luis Alberto.

"What do you mean by that?" Celina asked.

"I mean that we would have a strong discussion and most likely I could not forgive you for your insistence and interference," said Luis Alberto.

Both Celina and Mia knew that when they got upset, they were to be feared and so they did not bother them or did anything to make them angry.

They finished eating and each one went to their respective jobs.

When Luis Alberto arrived at his office, he saw that he had a pile of work to do and in each of the folders and files, they had a due date; so, I had to work on that now.

Throughout the week, Juan José would not stop working hard to get his work ready for Friday, and the reason why he worked that way was that he did not want to think about Juan José and everything that happened between them.

By Thursday at eleven o'clock in the morning, Luis Alberto already had all his work ready and shows it to his boss, who after reading in detail all of Luis Alberto's work, congratulates him and tells him that, tomorrow he has the day off, so you can organize everything for your trip to Dubai.

"Before you go, I give you these folders, which are few; so that, you have them ready today before you leave and tomorrow, I want you to be aware of your email, because you will receive a notification saying that I have increased your salary and I'll explain in detail, everything you have to do in Dubai, okay? ” his boss told him.

"Thank you very much boss for everything," Luis Alberto told him happily, after hearing his boss say that he would receive a salary increase and he retires to his office.

Just as he was working on the folders, Juan José appears and locks the door.

"What are you doing here, Juan José?" Luis Alberto asked, nervous to see him in his office.

“I came for this”, he locks the door, lowers the blinds, takes Luis Alberto, and kisses him passionately and Luis Alberto responds to his kisses.

The two were passionately kissing and letting themselves be carried away by what they were feeling. No one could cope with this situation and they knew they had to decide about what they were feeling.

“I can't get you out of my head, or out of my heart and I know that you feel the same too. What happened between us is because we both wanted it and we can no longer pretend that nothing happened, "said Juan José, feeling his heart racing

"It happens the same to me too. You have no idea how hard I tried to hide what I was feeling for you and in the end, I could not. Does this mean that we are gay? Because what I feel for you is extremely strong and I do not feel the same for Celina,” said Luis Alberto, who couldn't stop kissing Juan José.

“I think so, yes we are gay because the same thing happens to me as you do, and I couldn't feel this for Mia either. It didn't matter the efforts I made to love her, I just couldn't and at Adrián's party, I let myself be carried away by your charms,” said Juan José, corresponding to his passionate kisses.

"What will we do? Because we must tell Celina and Mía the truth and let them decide what decision they should make,” said Luis Alberto, while continuing to kiss him.

“We have to talk to them and tell them the truth because we can no longer deceive them and if you go to Dubai, I will go too. Also, I must go, because I also must close several businesses there and open two branches there and they also asked me to supervise everything,” said Juan José, kissing Luis Alberto's neck.

"I'm going to call Mia and tell her that today we want to have dinner with them because we have something very important to say to them," said Juan José, who was still in Luis Alberto's arms.

"Hang on a minute. For Celina, I am still working and if you tell her to meet today, you have no idea what I will have to endure. He will complain to me for not having spoken to him before to meet us and he will not understand that I have just quit my job and that tomorrow I have the day off,” said Luis Alberto, while his fingers caressed Juan José's lips.

"Luis, we have to tell them and if Celina does not understand your work and how important your work is to you, it means that she does not love you, as you thought," said Juan José, while his fingers caressed Juan José's lips.

“Juan José, I know we have to tell them the truth because I don't want to start and live our lives in secret. I want both of us to enjoy our relationship, without having to hide”, Luis Alberto ended up saying, while hugging Juan José.

"Perfect! Now, there is a problem and that is, where would we tell them to meet?” asked Juan José, happy to be agreeing with Luis Alberto.

“In the place where ours started, without us both noticing anything, in my house. Today at eight o'clock in the evening at my house,” said Luis Alberto, with a calm voice.

"Well, I'll tell Mia and you'll tell Celina," said Juan José.

And they do it like that. At seven in the evening, the four of them were at Luis Alberto's house.

Mia and Celina could not understand what they were hearing from Luis Alberto or Juan José. The more they explained to them, the less they understood how it all happened; far from it, how they fell madly in love with each other.

“Where are we in this? Were you ever in love with us or were you just pretending?” Mia asked, upset after hearing the whole truth.

“We were both sincere with you from the beginning when we have told you ad nauseam that we are not in love with you and that we do not want to be in love. You insisted and persecuted us until we were tired and out of courage so that they would leave us in peace, we accepted to be their lovers, but it was not for love”, said Luis Alberto, being honest with both.

"What Luis Alberto said is true and it is also true that, at first we did not know we were gay, until Adrián's party," said Juan José, supporting Luis Alberto.

"Yes, it is true we both insist and chase you so that you are our partners, but we hoped that they would end up falling in love with us and it was not like that," said Mia, with a sad voice.

“We really didn't want to hurt you, but that's what happened, and we want to end you. And someday, maybe and we will make friends again, but not in love,” said Luis Alberto.

"Someday, not for now," Mia and Celina said at the same time, as they prepared to leave the house.

“Well, at least we were sincere and told him the truth. It makes me sad to know that they couldn't understand us, but at last, I am all yours, "said Juan José, while hugging Luis Alberto.

"I tell you the same, finally I am yours and I love you too much," said Luis Alberto, while hugging Juan José.

That night, the two made love until the next day and in bed, they told their friends that they are a couple and everything that had happened with Mia and Celina.

At the same time, they were told that they were going on a business trip to Dubai for two months and their friends told them that they were also going to Dubai for two months.

That same day, they got together to celebrate that they are all a couple, of the trip they will make together as a couple and that they will visit Dubai together, as friends and as couples.

Monday arrived and everyone was busy preparing everything for the trip. They traveled to Dubai and then two months turned into years and there, they all got married and did not return to New York.

They never saw Mia and Celina again.