1 We were meant to meet

Babe,

I Love You Balicio Reynaga you Know how to make a women happy I am SO glad I got the Chance to actually meet you and the honor of getting to Know you... I honesIty don't want to spend One second away from you... You truly Make Me not only feel good about myself But you also help me view myself 100% Differently Than I have been viewing myself... you Make Me feel like I am a Completely Whole new Person.... you are the main Reason I get UP every Morning and get my ass to Work... you May not Know it But you help Bring out the adult in Me.... and I truly appreciate all the help you give to me and I Would never Want to disappoint you or let you down in any way Shape or form.... Please Be Real and not just a Figment Of my Imagination, Please Be with Me Right By My side and never Leave Me all alone with a Broken heart like everyone else has.... Please if you say you Love Me,  Please honestly mean it from the bottom Of your heart, please don't let Me down or Break my heart... SO don't toy with My emotions... Please always Be there for ME When I need it the most... Always hold my hand through the hard/difficult times and tell me everything Will Be alright at the end of the day the only thing that matters is that we have one another to Love,Care,Cherish every Moment with and know that We are truly happy and Love each other..... no Matter What I will always love you like no other person Can.... I will Keep you Forever and For always til My very last breath I take on this planet called earth.... I Believe that Everything happens for a Reason, and every Reason has a Purpose... from day One I Knew at that moment, there was a Reason and a purpose for us to meet and instantly hit off the Way we did.... Someone Wanted us to meet, they must have Known it Was for the Best..... And I am very happy We Met... And Brought it this far there is just something about YOU that Catches MY view and pulls me to you even More and More each and every single day.... I Wake up I am thankful that I got YOU in My life and Knowing that I don't ever have to think/or feel that I am going to get abused by YOU... not Physically, Mentally, or Emotionally at any point of any day..... And I honestly hope you don't think I'm lying or Blowing Smoke up your ass and that I honestly, absolutely and truly mean every-word I have Just said to YOU.... From the BOTTOM of my heart and deep in my soul... And I am Crossing my fingers that you feel the Same Way or atleast close to the Same Way as I.... YOU are the angel that god sent to Me Personally ... TO try and help save my Soul from all Of then negative/ Downgrading mental, Physical, and emotional abuse I have edured over the years Of Bullying, abandoment, and Betrayal from not Only Schoolmates but also People I Called friends and the family I had around me growing up.... I AM Just now realizing That I don't have to live like that anymore.... I can actually have My Own Voice and BackBone.... I don't have to punish or put myself down anymore.... that I Can Be the Person I WANT to be and not Who everyOne else created for me a long While ago.... I am finally Free from those {Chains} that have been holding me Back and tying me down from my honest and true Reality that I have been Chasing for years upon years trying to Catch up with What Makes me happy and Makes Me the person That I Choose to be....

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