i miss you

you know when the lack of someone kills you, reduces your heart to shreds, makes you sick, makes you cry to exhaustion?

but you don't want to leave him because you need that person constantly, to feel happy, to feel good, to smile.

that person for you represents everything, everything, your life, the reason for your existence, your happiness, your smile, your strength. that certain person is literally your love, your Iuce, your half, completes you perfectly.

but you can't have it with you, because it's far away.

and it's heartbreaking, too heartbreaking.

because the only person you really want, with all of yourself, by your side is not there.

You're improving my life with your presence, but your lack is killing me, I've got my heart in pieces for me to miss you.

I miss you so much, I feel a weight on my chest. I'd like you here with me you know?

me inside your arms and you inside mine.

I know that a place in my heart will always be there for you, for the boy who in a few moments managed to change my entire existence, a place in my heart will always be there, you will always find a place there for you with your name written on it.

you are important and special and that place is confirmation of this.

you're always in my thoughts, 💖

-ϲαямєи