1 To die

I will end it here and now I won't take another breath I'm just wasted space on earth I'm not even worth the time and effort so today I will kill myself 24 hours ago I was going to surprise my boyfriend and family when I went to my boyfriend's house I saw my sister having sex with him it killed me so much so I ran out to to my parents place and I saw my dad being taken away by the police and my mom lying on the ground dead I was so sad that I went to go have a drink at a bar i got really drunk and bumped into a tall and handsome man and the people around him started to whisper something about him not letting people touch him so when I regained my balance I got off and started to walk away but then he grabbed me and kiss me I tried to get away but he just held on tighter and took me to his room and laid me down on his bed and whispered in my ear tonight I will make you mine and it hurt so bad considering it was my first time and when I woke up I heard the shower running so I quickly got dressed and left I waited till night and now here I am but right before I went to end it all someone grabbed my arm.